Pamiętnikiem opiekuje się Arwena Eowina Black
Do 09.06.2008 pamiętnikiem opiekowała się Lady Lestrange

[ Powr�t ]

Sobota, 07 Lutego, 2009, 17:30

5. Na ratunek...

Notka dedykowana Marcie, za przemi�e i prze�mieszne rozmowy na gg, za podtrzymywanie na duchu na moim wyje�dzie :P i wreszcie, za to przecudne logo, kt�re wykona�a!:*
Pozdrawiam serdecznie (bardzo) w�skie grono czytelnik�w ;)
Arwena

�wi�ta min�y pod znakiem k��tni z Andromed� W szkole mo�na j� znie��, bo wystarczy j� ignorowa�, ale w domu… Najgorsze jest to, �e widz� w niej alternatywn� mnie. Wszystko przez to podobie�stwo…
Powr�t do zaszlamionego Hogwartu przyni�s� mi, mimo wszystko ulg�. Po tygodniu, znowu wpad�am w zwyczajny, szkolny tryb �ycia, jednak nie by�o mi dane d�ugo funkcjonowa� w normalnych warunkach…

W pi�tek, po ostatniej lekcji sz�am korytarzem prowadz�cym do loch�w. Jak zwykle z�orzeczy�am pod adres, kt�rej� ze szkolnych szlam. Nagle kto� z�apa� mnie mocno w tali i wci�gn�� do pracowni. Zacz�am si� szarpa�, ale u�cisk by� zbyt mocny.
- Bella, uspok�j si�! – us�ysza�am tu� przy uchu zdenerwowany g�os Rabastana. – Mam spraw�.
- Rastan? Kretynie, nie mog�e� mnie po prostu zawo�a�? – spyta�am rozdra�niona. Nie zwolni� u�cisku, a ja poczu�am dziwn� panik�. Po pierwsze, dlatego, �e jeszcze rok temu mog�am go bez problemu powali� na ziemi�, a dzi� to on jest silniejszy. Po drugie dlatego, �e czu�am na brzuchu jego ciep�e r�ce, a w�osy falowa�y mi pod wp�ywem jego oddechu.
- Ju� chyba mo�esz mnie pu�ci�? – spyta�am po chwili, czuj�c, �e jego oddech staje si� szybszy i ci�szy. Nie lubi�, takich… niejasnych sytuacji.
Z pewnym wahaniem odsun�� si� ode mnie.
- Co chcia�e� mi powiedzie�? – m�j ch�odny ton g�osy, przywo�a� go z powrotem do Hogwartu, na jego twarzy zn�w pojawi�o si� napi�cie, a w oczach panika.
- �limak przy�apa� Rudolfa w swojej pracowni i oskar�y� go o kradzie� sk�adnik�w…
-Pfff… Da� si� z�apa�- nie mog�am si� powstrzyma� od ironicznego u�miechu. – Co w�a�ciwie ukrad�?
-On m�wi, �e nic, ale �limakowi znikn�a krew smoka, je�li si� nie znajdzie…. – dramatycznie zawiesi� g�os.
- To Rudolf wyleci? – spyta�am rozbawiona.
- W�a�nie w takich chwilach mnie przera�asz – powiedzia� zmieszany Rab i doda� nieco ciszej. – Musimy mu pom�c.
- Po pierwsze, dlaczego MY? Po drugie, po co? Sam wpad� w to szambo – m�j lekcewa��cy g�os upewni� go w przekonaniu, �e nie �artuj�.
- Ja jestem jego bratem, a Ty jego przyjaci�k�.
- Jego... Kim? Rastan, daj spok�j. Ja go tylko znosz�… jego i jego g�upot� – doda�am z przek�sem. W�a�nie wtedy uderzy�o mnie spojrzenie Rabastana. By�o pe�ne obrzydzenia… i jakiej� niepewno�ci. Zmiesza�am si�… Oczywi�cie, nie da�am tego po sobie pozna�, ale zrozumia�am, �e.. co� by�o nie tak. Po raz pierwszy w �yciu poczu�am si�… ma�a i nic nieznacz�ca, a wszystko to pod si�� jednego spojrzenia.
Nie, nie czu�am si� przyjaci�k� Rudolfa, Ursuli, Amycusa, czy… nawet Rabastana, do tego ostatniego po porostu mia�am pewien sentyment. Imponowa� mi si�� charakteru tym, �e potrafi�, jako jedyny zapanowa� nad moim temperamentem. Mia� na mnie jaki� wp�yw, ale… Nie, nie czu�am do niego, ani nikogo innego jakich� wznios�ych… uczu�. Jakie� przywi�zanie – tak, a nawet ewentualnie mog�am ich lubi�. Nie nale��, do ludzi, kt�rzy musz� sobie wymy�la� zwi�zki z innymi, jestem samowystarczalna… jak On.
Jednak, w tamtej chwili rozumia�am, �e m�j „przyjaciel” Rastan, potrzebuje takich sztucznych relacji z lud�mi.
- Masz min�, jakby kto� Ci przystawi� chimer� do twarzy – ironia, to ratunek zawsze i wsz�dzie.
- I wcale nie jestem pewien, czy nikt mi jej nie przystawi� – powiedzia� patrz�c na mnie jednoznacznie.
- Uwa�aj ch�opcze na s�owa chyba, �e chcesz wy�ysie� w tajemniczych okoliczno�ciach, jak ten pierwszak. Jaki masz plan?
- Odno�nie? – spyta� pozornie oboj�tnie, ale w jego oczach ju� widzia�am b�ysk.
- Wybawienia tego idioty z k�opot�w, po raz setny – powiedzia�am znudzona.
- I po co si� zgrywa�a� na pocz�tku? – jego g�os zdradza� ulg�. – Nic skomplikowanego. W nocy wymkniemy si� do Hogsmeade, teleportujemy si� na Nocturna, a tam kupimy smocz� krew i pod�o�ymy do gabinety �limaka.
- G�upota, jest jednak rodzinna. My si� jeszcze nie teleportujemy…
- My nie, ale Amycus tak. – u�miechn�� si� triumfalnie.
- Dobra, zgadzam si� na ten plan. Pod jednym warunkiem – krew podrzucimy jakiej� szlamie, �limak, mo�e nie uwierzy�, jak znajdzie krew z powrotem u siebie. Zreszt� mo�e by� �miesznie patrze�, jak wywalaj� ze szko�y jakiego� char�aka – na mojej twarzy wykwit� wyraz g��bokiego zadowolenia.
Tak wi�c, ju� dzi� w nocy czeka nas ma�a przygoda.

Komentarze:

Could I take your name and number, please? http://www.irondalecafe.com/history/ order actos The Department of Agriculture has approved Greek yogurt for a pilot program in four states, including New York. Chobani and other competing firms have until Monday to show the feds different versions of what they’d serve, and then await selection of the winners.

It's OK http://www.irondalecafe.com/history/ actos pioglitazone Fitch Ratings has published a special report analysing the key drivers for rating movements across the EMEA and APAC corporate credit portfolio over the three-year period spanning end-2009 to end-2012.

It's OK http://www.irondalecafe.com/history/ actos pioglitazone Fitch Ratings has published a special report analysing the key drivers for rating movements across the EMEA and APAC corporate credit portfolio over the three-year period spanning end-2009 to end-2012.

Pleased to meet you http://www.acrissul.com.br/noticias order flovent And, based on the amount of her disability, she is getting somewhere in the neighborhood of 70% disability (I am retired military and get disability also), which leads me to believe that she is not getting disability for MS but for other disabling service-connected disabilities. MS would be hard to prove as service-connected based on factors that lead to it.

Pleased to meet you http://www.acrissul.com.br/noticias order flovent And, based on the amount of her disability, she is getting somewhere in the neighborhood of 70% disability (I am retired military and get disability also), which leads me to believe that she is not getting disability for MS but for other disabling service-connected disabilities. MS would be hard to prove as service-connected based on factors that lead to it.

Who's calling? <a href=" http://www.thisistimeads.com/index.php/cv/ ">paxil 10 mg anxiety ck</a> But that line fell apart on Sunday. And on Monday, there were more signs that Snee, now 31, is not well. According to a source, the veteran lineman had an MRI on his hip. Snee also had hip surgery in the offseason, after battling hip problems throughout the 2012 season.

Who's calling? <a href=" http://www.thisistimeads.com/index.php/cv/ ">paxil 10 mg anxiety ck</a> But that line fell apart on Sunday. And on Monday, there were more signs that Snee, now 31, is not well. According to a source, the veteran lineman had an MRI on his hip. Snee also had hip surgery in the offseason, after battling hip problems throughout the 2012 season.

How much is a Second Class stamp? <a href=" http://www.orkesterjournalen.com/jazzbiografier ">cymbalta prices walgreens lo</a> The best argument for the Affordable Care Act is that our current health care system is so dysfunctional -- the most expensive in the world with the least healthy outcomes (highest infant mortality, shortest life spans, worst rates of chronic disease) of any advanced nation -- that we had no choice but to try to fix it. Even so, it's a typical American fix: We're still basing it on private health providers and private insurers. All government does is subsidize the poor, require insurers to take in people with pre-existing health problems, and pay for it by requiring everyone to be insured.

How much is a Second Class stamp? <a href=" http://www.orkesterjournalen.com/jazzbiografier ">cymbalta prices walgreens lo</a> The best argument for the Affordable Care Act is that our current health care system is so dysfunctional -- the most expensive in the world with the least healthy outcomes (highest infant mortality, shortest life spans, worst rates of chronic disease) of any advanced nation -- that we had no choice but to try to fix it. Even so, it's a typical American fix: We're still basing it on private health providers and private insurers. All government does is subsidize the poor, require insurers to take in people with pre-existing health problems, and pay for it by requiring everyone to be insured.

What company are you calling from? <a href=" http://www.thisistimeads.com/index.php/cv/ ">10 mg paxil effective so</a> President Barack Obama's cancellation this week of a summit in Moscow with President Vladimir Putin finally put to rest any notion that a much-vaunted "reset" of ties sought by the United States in recent years is alive.

What company are you calling from? <a href=" http://www.thisistimeads.com/index.php/cv/ ">10 mg paxil effective so</a> President Barack Obama's cancellation this week of a summit in Moscow with President Vladimir Putin finally put to rest any notion that a much-vaunted "reset" of ties sought by the United States in recent years is alive.

The National Gallery <a href=" http://www.thisistimeads.com/index.php/cv/ ">paxil 10 mg premature ejaculation pf</a> Infrastructure Minister Maurizio Lupi said it was too early to say what may have caused the accident but that there was no indication of technical problems with the bus, which had passed its annual inspection in March.

The National Gallery <a href=" http://www.thisistimeads.com/index.php/cv/ ">paxil 10 mg premature ejaculation pf</a> Infrastructure Minister Maurizio Lupi said it was too early to say what may have caused the accident but that there was no indication of technical problems with the bus, which had passed its annual inspection in March.

Children with disabilities <a href=" http://www.orkesterjournalen.com/jazzbiografier ">cymbalta 60 mg price is</a> Using the most recent data, Rockefeller said that in the first quarter revenues grew by 8.6 percent, compared to its previous estimate of 9.3 percent and the U.S. Census report last month that revenues increased 8.9 percent from the first quarter of 2012. Personal income tax collections rose 18.4 percent, while sales tax collections were up 5.5 percent.

Children with disabilities <a href=" http://www.orkesterjournalen.com/jazzbiografier ">cymbalta 60 mg price is</a> Using the most recent data, Rockefeller said that in the first quarter revenues grew by 8.6 percent, compared to its previous estimate of 9.3 percent and the U.S. Census report last month that revenues increased 8.9 percent from the first quarter of 2012. Personal income tax collections rose 18.4 percent, while sales tax collections were up 5.5 percent.

We need someone with qualifications <a href=" http://www.pivotmarine.com/maritime-consultancy ">megalis 5mg lt</a> We are excoriating people “for doing what every human does, in or out of sports — trying to enhance their performance,” says Fost. Remember that next time a friend has LASIK surgery, your spouse goes to a personal trainer, a sibling has a tendon surgically repaired or you watch a gauzy Cialis ad during prime time (and do be sure to call a doctor if your erection lasts more than four hours).

We need someone with qualifications <a href=" http://www.pivotmarine.com/maritime-consultancy ">megalis 5mg lt</a> We are excoriating people “for doing what every human does, in or out of sports — trying to enhance their performance,” says Fost. Remember that next time a friend has LASIK surgery, your spouse goes to a personal trainer, a sibling has a tendon surgically repaired or you watch a gauzy Cialis ad during prime time (and do be sure to call a doctor if your erection lasts more than four hours).

Will I be paid weekly or monthly? <a href=" http://www.pivotmarine.com/maritime-consultancy ">what is megalis tablets dq</a> SINGAPORE, July 30 (Reuters) - Brent crude futures remainedsteady above $107 a barrel as investors looked to a FederalReserve meeting for clues on the outlook for the U.S. monetarystimulus programme that has bolstered demand in the world's No.1oil consumer.

Will I be paid weekly or monthly? <a href=" http://www.pivotmarine.com/maritime-consultancy ">what is megalis tablets dq</a> SINGAPORE, July 30 (Reuters) - Brent crude futures remainedsteady above $107 a barrel as investors looked to a FederalReserve meeting for clues on the outlook for the U.S. monetarystimulus programme that has bolstered demand in the world's No.1oil consumer.

Directory enquiries <a href=" http://www.pivotmarine.com/maritime-consultancy ">megalis 10 rm</a> His really was such a wonderful and unlikely football life. Because as skilled a kicker as he was, Dave Jennings was never supposed to get anywhere near the Giants’ Ring of Honor. But there he was on a December night less than two years ago, Giants against the Packers, old and frail before his time, driven out on the field along with Alex (Big Red) Webster, himself failing and failing badly by then.

« 1 168 169 170 171 172 173 174 »

| Script by Alex