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¦wiêta minê³y pod znakiem k³ótni z Andromed± W szkole mo¿na j± znie¶æ, bo wystarczy j± ignorowaæ, ale w domu… Najgorsze jest to, ¿e widzê w niej alternatywn± mnie. Wszystko przez to podobieñstwo…
Powrót do zaszlamionego Hogwartu przyniós³ mi, mimo wszystko ulgê. Po tygodniu, znowu wpad³am w zwyczajny, szkolny tryb ¿ycia, jednak nie by³o mi dane d³ugo funkcjonowaæ w normalnych warunkach…

W pi±tek, po ostatniej lekcji sz³am korytarzem prowadz±cym do lochów. Jak zwykle z³orzeczy³am pod adres, której¶ ze szkolnych szlam. Nagle kto¶ z³apa³ mnie mocno w tali i wci±gn±³ do pracowni. Zaczê³am siê szarpaæ, ale u¶cisk by³ zbyt mocny.
- Bella, uspokój siê! – us³ysza³am tu¿ przy uchu zdenerwowany g³os Rabastana. – Mam sprawê.
- Rastan? Kretynie, nie mog³e¶ mnie po prostu zawo³aæ? – spyta³am rozdra¿niona. Nie zwolni³ u¶cisku, a ja poczu³am dziwn± panikê. Po pierwsze, dlatego, ¿e jeszcze rok temu mog³am go bez problemu powaliæ na ziemiê, a dzi¶ to on jest silniejszy. Po drugie dlatego, ¿e czu³am na brzuchu jego ciep³e rêce, a w³osy falowa³y mi pod wp³ywem jego oddechu.
- Ju¿ chyba mo¿esz mnie pu¶ciæ? – spyta³am po chwili, czuj±c, ¿e jego oddech staje siê szybszy i ciê¿szy. Nie lubiê, takich… niejasnych sytuacji.
Z pewnym wahaniem odsun±³ siê ode mnie.
- Co chcia³e¶ mi powiedzieæ? – mój ch³odny ton g³osy, przywo³a³ go z powrotem do Hogwartu, na jego twarzy znów pojawi³o siê napiêcie, a w oczach panika.
- ¦limak przy³apa³ Rudolfa w swojej pracowni i oskar¿y³ go o kradzie¿ sk³adników…
-Pfff… Da³ siê z³apaæ- nie mog³am siê powstrzymaæ od ironicznego u¶miechu. – Co w³a¶ciwie ukrad³?
-On mówi, ¿e nic, ale ¦limakowi zniknê³a krew smoka, je¶li siê nie znajdzie…. – dramatycznie zawiesi³ g³os.
- To Rudolf wyleci? – spyta³am rozbawiona.
- W³a¶nie w takich chwilach mnie przera¿asz – powiedzia³ zmieszany Rab i doda³ nieco ciszej. – Musimy mu pomóc.
- Po pierwsze, dlaczego MY? Po drugie, po co? Sam wpad³ w to szambo – mój lekcewa¿±cy g³os upewni³ go w przekonaniu, ¿e nie ¿artujê.
- Ja jestem jego bratem, a Ty jego przyjació³k±.
- Jego... Kim? Rastan, daj spokój. Ja go tylko znoszê… jego i jego g³upotê – doda³am z przek±sem. W³a¶nie wtedy uderzy³o mnie spojrzenie Rabastana. By³o pe³ne obrzydzenia… i jakiej¶ niepewno¶ci. Zmiesza³am siê… Oczywi¶cie, nie da³am tego po sobie poznaæ, ale zrozumia³am, ¿e.. co¶ by³o nie tak. Po raz pierwszy w ¿yciu poczu³am siê… ma³a i nic nieznacz±ca, a wszystko to pod si³± jednego spojrzenia.
Nie, nie czu³am siê przyjació³k± Rudolfa, Ursuli, Amycusa, czy… nawet Rabastana, do tego ostatniego po porostu mia³am pewien sentyment. Imponowa³ mi si³± charakteru tym, ¿e potrafi³, jako jedyny zapanowaæ nad moim temperamentem. Mia³ na mnie jaki¶ wp³yw, ale… Nie, nie czu³am do niego, ani nikogo innego jakich¶ wznios³ych… uczuæ. Jakie¶ przywi±zanie – tak, a nawet ewentualnie mog³am ich lubiæ. Nie nale¿ê, do ludzi, którzy musz± sobie wymy¶laæ zwi±zki z innymi, jestem samowystarczalna… jak On.
Jednak, w tamtej chwili rozumia³am, ¿e mój „przyjaciel” Rastan, potrzebuje takich sztucznych relacji z lud¼mi.
- Masz minê, jakby kto¶ Ci przystawi³ chimerê do twarzy – ironia, to ratunek zawsze i wszêdzie.
- I wcale nie jestem pewien, czy nikt mi jej nie przystawi³ – powiedzia³ patrz±c na mnie jednoznacznie.
- Uwa¿aj ch³opcze na s³owa chyba, ¿e chcesz wy³ysieæ w tajemniczych okoliczno¶ciach, jak ten pierwszak. Jaki masz plan?
- Odno¶nie? – spyta³ pozornie obojêtnie, ale w jego oczach ju¿ widzia³am b³ysk.
- Wybawienia tego idioty z k³opotów, po raz setny – powiedzia³am znudzona.
- I po co siê zgrywa³a¶ na pocz±tku? – jego g³os zdradza³ ulgê. – Nic skomplikowanego. W nocy wymkniemy siê do Hogsmeade, teleportujemy siê na Nocturna, a tam kupimy smocz± krew i pod³o¿ymy do gabinety ¦limaka.
- G³upota, jest jednak rodzinna. My siê jeszcze nie teleportujemy…
- My nie, ale Amycus tak. – u¶miechn±³ siê triumfalnie.
- Dobra, zgadzam siê na ten plan. Pod jednym warunkiem – krew podrzucimy jakiej¶ szlamie, ¦limak, mo¿e nie uwierzyæ, jak znajdzie krew z powrotem u siebie. Zreszt± mo¿e byæ ¶miesznie patrzeæ, jak wywalaj± ze szko³y jakiego¶ char³aka – na mojej twarzy wykwit³ wyraz g³êbokiego zadowolenia.
Tak wiêc, ju¿ dzi¶ w nocy czeka nas ma³a przygoda.

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