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Notka dedykowana Marcie, za przemi�e i prze�mieszne rozmowy na gg, za podtrzymywanie na duchu na moim wyje�dzie :P i wreszcie, za to przecudne logo, kt�re wykona�a!:*
Pozdrawiam serdecznie (bardzo) w�skie grono czytelnik�w ;)
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�wi�ta min�y pod znakiem k��tni z Andromed� W szkole mo�na j� znie��, bo wystarczy j� ignorowa�, ale w domu… Najgorsze jest to, �e widz� w niej alternatywn� mnie. Wszystko przez to podobie�stwo…
Powr�t do zaszlamionego Hogwartu przyni�s� mi, mimo wszystko ulg�. Po tygodniu, znowu wpad�am w zwyczajny, szkolny tryb �ycia, jednak nie by�o mi dane d�ugo funkcjonowa� w normalnych warunkach…

W pi�tek, po ostatniej lekcji sz�am korytarzem prowadz�cym do loch�w. Jak zwykle z�orzeczy�am pod adres, kt�rej� ze szkolnych szlam. Nagle kto� z�apa� mnie mocno w tali i wci�gn�� do pracowni. Zacz�am si� szarpa�, ale u�cisk by� zbyt mocny.
- Bella, uspok�j si�! – us�ysza�am tu� przy uchu zdenerwowany g�os Rabastana. – Mam spraw�.
- Rastan? Kretynie, nie mog�e� mnie po prostu zawo�a�? – spyta�am rozdra�niona. Nie zwolni� u�cisku, a ja poczu�am dziwn� panik�. Po pierwsze, dlatego, �e jeszcze rok temu mog�am go bez problemu powali� na ziemi�, a dzi� to on jest silniejszy. Po drugie dlatego, �e czu�am na brzuchu jego ciep�e r�ce, a w�osy falowa�y mi pod wp�ywem jego oddechu.
- Ju� chyba mo�esz mnie pu�ci�? – spyta�am po chwili, czuj�c, �e jego oddech staje si� szybszy i ci�szy. Nie lubi�, takich… niejasnych sytuacji.
Z pewnym wahaniem odsun�� si� ode mnie.
- Co chcia�e� mi powiedzie�? – m�j ch�odny ton g�osy, przywo�a� go z powrotem do Hogwartu, na jego twarzy zn�w pojawi�o si� napi�cie, a w oczach panika.
- �limak przy�apa� Rudolfa w swojej pracowni i oskar�y� go o kradzie� sk�adnik�w…
-Pfff… Da� si� z�apa�- nie mog�am si� powstrzyma� od ironicznego u�miechu. – Co w�a�ciwie ukrad�?
-On m�wi, �e nic, ale �limakowi znikn�a krew smoka, je�li si� nie znajdzie…. – dramatycznie zawiesi� g�os.
- To Rudolf wyleci? – spyta�am rozbawiona.
- W�a�nie w takich chwilach mnie przera�asz – powiedzia� zmieszany Rab i doda� nieco ciszej. – Musimy mu pom�c.
- Po pierwsze, dlaczego MY? Po drugie, po co? Sam wpad� w to szambo – m�j lekcewa��cy g�os upewni� go w przekonaniu, �e nie �artuj�.
- Ja jestem jego bratem, a Ty jego przyjaci�k�.
- Jego... Kim? Rastan, daj spok�j. Ja go tylko znosz�… jego i jego g�upot� – doda�am z przek�sem. W�a�nie wtedy uderzy�o mnie spojrzenie Rabastana. By�o pe�ne obrzydzenia… i jakiej� niepewno�ci. Zmiesza�am si�… Oczywi�cie, nie da�am tego po sobie pozna�, ale zrozumia�am, �e.. co� by�o nie tak. Po raz pierwszy w �yciu poczu�am si�… ma�a i nic nieznacz�ca, a wszystko to pod si�� jednego spojrzenia.
Nie, nie czu�am si� przyjaci�k� Rudolfa, Ursuli, Amycusa, czy… nawet Rabastana, do tego ostatniego po porostu mia�am pewien sentyment. Imponowa� mi si�� charakteru tym, �e potrafi�, jako jedyny zapanowa� nad moim temperamentem. Mia� na mnie jaki� wp�yw, ale… Nie, nie czu�am do niego, ani nikogo innego jakich� wznios�ych… uczu�. Jakie� przywi�zanie – tak, a nawet ewentualnie mog�am ich lubi�. Nie nale��, do ludzi, kt�rzy musz� sobie wymy�la� zwi�zki z innymi, jestem samowystarczalna… jak On.
Jednak, w tamtej chwili rozumia�am, �e m�j „przyjaciel” Rastan, potrzebuje takich sztucznych relacji z lud�mi.
- Masz min�, jakby kto� Ci przystawi� chimer� do twarzy – ironia, to ratunek zawsze i wsz�dzie.
- I wcale nie jestem pewien, czy nikt mi jej nie przystawi� – powiedzia� patrz�c na mnie jednoznacznie.
- Uwa�aj ch�opcze na s�owa chyba, �e chcesz wy�ysie� w tajemniczych okoliczno�ciach, jak ten pierwszak. Jaki masz plan?
- Odno�nie? – spyta� pozornie oboj�tnie, ale w jego oczach ju� widzia�am b�ysk.
- Wybawienia tego idioty z k�opot�w, po raz setny – powiedzia�am znudzona.
- I po co si� zgrywa�a� na pocz�tku? – jego g�os zdradza� ulg�. – Nic skomplikowanego. W nocy wymkniemy si� do Hogsmeade, teleportujemy si� na Nocturna, a tam kupimy smocz� krew i pod�o�ymy do gabinety �limaka.
- G�upota, jest jednak rodzinna. My si� jeszcze nie teleportujemy…
- My nie, ale Amycus tak. – u�miechn�� si� triumfalnie.
- Dobra, zgadzam si� na ten plan. Pod jednym warunkiem – krew podrzucimy jakiej� szlamie, �limak, mo�e nie uwierzy�, jak znajdzie krew z powrotem u siebie. Zreszt� mo�e by� �miesznie patrze�, jak wywalaj� ze szko�y jakiego� char�aka – na mojej twarzy wykwit� wyraz g��bokiego zadowolenia.
Tak wi�c, ju� dzi� w nocy czeka nas ma�a przygoda.

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