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Poniedziałek, 19 Listopada, 2007, 18:02

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20 wrzesieñ sobota (wreszcie!!)
Wsta³am dzi¶ rano, chyba najwcze¶niej z ca³ej szko³y, by³a 5:30. Wysz³am z ³ó¿ka, chwyci³am rêcznik, ciuchy, szampon i rozdzieraj±co ziewaj±c, ruszy³am do ³azienki perfektów (has³o: Mydlana k±piel). Ostatnio za bardzo siê nie wysypia³am, bo zosta³am zawalona pracami domowymi, k³opotami Sabine i listami. A tych pierwszych i ostatnich, by³o szczególnie du¿o. Zastanawia³am siê co siê ze mn± dzia³o ostatnio… Ivana twierdzi, ¿e z poczwary przemieniam siê w ³abêdzia, widaæ nie zapomnia³a jeszcze o tym, ¿e pozna³am jej tajemnicê… W powy¿szy wniosek raczej w±tpiê, bo czy zamienianiu siê w piêkno¶æ towarzyszy: jeszcze bardziej blada twarz, czêste mêczenie siê i czêste z³oszczenie??
To niemo¿liwe!
Stanê³am przed drzwiami do ³azienki i powiedzia³am: Mydlana k±piel. Drzwi natychmiast siê otworzy³y ukazuj±c fantastyczn± komnatê, z ogromnym basenem(inaczej tego nie potrafi³am nazwaæ), obrazkiem przystojnego trytona mocz±cego siê w jeziorze, i mnóstwem kosmetyków, które niektóre nie perfektki, zostawia³y w obawie z³apania je, przez pana Harissona. Pan Harissona by³ naszym wo¼nym, pochodzi³ w³a¶ciwie z rodziny Flich, ale by³ i tak nazywany po imieniu.
Zostawi³am swoje rzeczy na stoliczku obok basenu, ¶ci±gnê³am koszulê nocn± i wskoczy³am do ciep³ej wody. Po wybraniu paru moich ulubionych rodzajów baniek, roz³o¿y³am siê wygodnie, w wodzie, rozkoszuj±c siê ciep³em i bezpieczno¶ci± chwili. Bañki fruwa³y nad wodom, unosz±c siê ³agodnie, a mi³y mydlany zapach rozpierzch³ siê po ca³ej Sali.
Przymknê³am oczy i nagle przypomnia³a mi siê pewna scena z dzieciñstwa:
By³am wtedy ma³a. Mia³am chyba piêæ lat. Narcyza by³a u cioci, a Andromeda bawi³a siê z Syriuszem. Wymknê³am siê z domu, by pozrywaæ kwiatków, w ogrodzie. Pomiêdzy krzakami zobaczy³am jak±¶ dziewczynkê, by³a niewiele starsza ode mnie, zaniedbana, w potarganej sukience, z brudnymi w³osami i ca³a umorusana. Ja by³am, wtedy strojona w at³asy, kaszmiry i jedwabie. Prezentowa³am siê dok³adnie tak jak mia³am siê prezentowaæ-jak rozpuszczona córeczka swoich rodziców. Podesz³am wtedy do dziewczyny i zapyta³am jej siê czy jest g³odna. Ona odpowiedzia³a, ¿e tak i to bardzo. Posz³am do domu i przynios³am jej ciep³± bu³eczkê, bo zrobi³o mi siê jej ¿al. Kiedy dziewczynka koñczy³a drug± bu³kê, mama wychyli³a siê przez okno i zobaczy³a, jak podajê dziewczynie trzeci± bu³kê. Wrzasnê³a potokiem przekleñstw, wybieg³a z domu i mocno chwyci³a mnie za rêkê. Tamt± dziewczynê tylko kopnê³a i kaza³a jej siê wynosiæ z naszej posiad³o¶ci. Wróci³am do domu. Matka na mnie wrzeszcza³a, ¿e zadajê siê z tak± szumowin±, ¿e ona mi ju¿ wybra³a inn± przysz³o¶æ, ¿e nie obchodzi jej nic moje mi³osierdzie. Ojciec zbi³ mnie, wrzeszcz±c, ¿e jestem g³upim plugawym dzieckiem, które nie wie, gdzie jest jego miejsce. Wróci³am do swojego pokoju p³acz±c, a tam zasta³am moj± matkê. Ze w¶ciek³o¶ci siê upi³a i bi³a mnie g³ucho be³kocz±c, a¿ w koñcu uwolni³a mnie, gdy poczu³a, ¿e musi siê wyrzygaæ. Kiedy Narcyza przyjecha³a wystarczy³o jej tylko jedno spojrzenie na moje siniaki, by wiedzia³a…Du¿a ³za potoczy³a siê po moim policzku. To nie by³a najgorsza scena z mojego dzieciñstwa…mia³am je ca³e spaprane doszczêtnie. Nie mog³am nic zrobiæ w dzieciñstwie by temu zapobiec, zniszczy³a mnie nienawi¶æ, zbyt du¿o przesz³am, by teraz byæ ma³±, ciesz±c± siê, i kochaj±c± bezgranicznie ca³y ¶wiat dziewczynk±. Narcyza, starsza ode mnie te¿ to prze¿y³a, Arwie nigdy za bardzo nie sprzecza³a siê z rodzicami, wola³a pozostaæ z boku i patrzeæ siê na to wszystko znudzona.
Westchnê³am i energicznie otar³am ³zy. Nie mogê siê mazgaiæ, nie jestem ju¿ ma³ym dzieckiem, by z byle czego robiæ sceny. Uderzono mnie, karano…NO i co z tego?! Przynajmniej nauczy³am siê ¿ycia i pozna³am jak daje w ty³ek, gdy jest siê milutkim, grzecznym, i nie broni±cym siê smarkaczem. Ja umiem siê broniæ i to wykorzystam!!
Nagle drzwi ³azienki skrzypnê³y, co¶ zachrobota³o i uchyli³y siê!!! Kurczê zapomnia³am je zabezpieczyæ jakim¶ zaklêciem. Zza drzwi wysunê³a siê g³owa jakiej¶ dziewczyny.
-Ssss³uchaj…o-on, czego¶ ooood ciebie, c-c-c-chyba chce…-mia³a powa¿ne problemy z oddychaniem.
-Jaki ON??- zdenerwowa³am siê.
Ze szpary w drzwiach wysunê³a siê twarz Rudolfusa.
Zaklê³am. Wystarczy³a mi sekunda na pomy¶lenie. Chwyci³am ró¿d¿kê i rzuci³am siln± drêtwotê. ¦winia nie bêdzie mi przeszkadza³ na ka¿dym kroku. Wysz³am z wody, trzês±c siê z furii, oplot³am siê szlafrokiem i ruszy³am do dormitorium, mrucz±c pod nosem obel¿ywe uwagi…
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