Pamiętnikiem opiekuje się Arwena Eowina Black
Do 09.06.2008 pamiętnikiem opiekowała się Lady Lestrange

[ Powrót ]

Sobota, 07 Lutego, 2009, 17:30

5. Na ratunek...

Notka dedykowana Marcie, za przemi³e i prze¶mieszne rozmowy na gg, za podtrzymywanie na duchu na moim wyje¼dzie :P i wreszcie, za to przecudne logo, które wykona³a!:*
Pozdrawiam serdecznie (bardzo) w±skie grono czytelników ;)
Arwena

¦wiêta minê³y pod znakiem k³ótni z Andromed± W szkole mo¿na j± znie¶æ, bo wystarczy j± ignorowaæ, ale w domu… Najgorsze jest to, ¿e widzê w niej alternatywn± mnie. Wszystko przez to podobieñstwo…
Powrót do zaszlamionego Hogwartu przyniós³ mi, mimo wszystko ulgê. Po tygodniu, znowu wpad³am w zwyczajny, szkolny tryb ¿ycia, jednak nie by³o mi dane d³ugo funkcjonowaæ w normalnych warunkach…

W pi±tek, po ostatniej lekcji sz³am korytarzem prowadz±cym do lochów. Jak zwykle z³orzeczy³am pod adres, której¶ ze szkolnych szlam. Nagle kto¶ z³apa³ mnie mocno w tali i wci±gn±³ do pracowni. Zaczê³am siê szarpaæ, ale u¶cisk by³ zbyt mocny.
- Bella, uspokój siê! – us³ysza³am tu¿ przy uchu zdenerwowany g³os Rabastana. – Mam sprawê.
- Rastan? Kretynie, nie mog³e¶ mnie po prostu zawo³aæ? – spyta³am rozdra¿niona. Nie zwolni³ u¶cisku, a ja poczu³am dziwn± panikê. Po pierwsze, dlatego, ¿e jeszcze rok temu mog³am go bez problemu powaliæ na ziemiê, a dzi¶ to on jest silniejszy. Po drugie dlatego, ¿e czu³am na brzuchu jego ciep³e rêce, a w³osy falowa³y mi pod wp³ywem jego oddechu.
- Ju¿ chyba mo¿esz mnie pu¶ciæ? – spyta³am po chwili, czuj±c, ¿e jego oddech staje siê szybszy i ciê¿szy. Nie lubiê, takich… niejasnych sytuacji.
Z pewnym wahaniem odsun±³ siê ode mnie.
- Co chcia³e¶ mi powiedzieæ? – mój ch³odny ton g³osy, przywo³a³ go z powrotem do Hogwartu, na jego twarzy znów pojawi³o siê napiêcie, a w oczach panika.
- ¦limak przy³apa³ Rudolfa w swojej pracowni i oskar¿y³ go o kradzie¿ sk³adników…
-Pfff… Da³ siê z³apaæ- nie mog³am siê powstrzymaæ od ironicznego u¶miechu. – Co w³a¶ciwie ukrad³?
-On mówi, ¿e nic, ale ¦limakowi zniknê³a krew smoka, je¶li siê nie znajdzie…. – dramatycznie zawiesi³ g³os.
- To Rudolf wyleci? – spyta³am rozbawiona.
- W³a¶nie w takich chwilach mnie przera¿asz – powiedzia³ zmieszany Rab i doda³ nieco ciszej. – Musimy mu pomóc.
- Po pierwsze, dlaczego MY? Po drugie, po co? Sam wpad³ w to szambo – mój lekcewa¿±cy g³os upewni³ go w przekonaniu, ¿e nie ¿artujê.
- Ja jestem jego bratem, a Ty jego przyjació³k±.
- Jego... Kim? Rastan, daj spokój. Ja go tylko znoszê… jego i jego g³upotê – doda³am z przek±sem. W³a¶nie wtedy uderzy³o mnie spojrzenie Rabastana. By³o pe³ne obrzydzenia… i jakiej¶ niepewno¶ci. Zmiesza³am siê… Oczywi¶cie, nie da³am tego po sobie poznaæ, ale zrozumia³am, ¿e.. co¶ by³o nie tak. Po raz pierwszy w ¿yciu poczu³am siê… ma³a i nic nieznacz±ca, a wszystko to pod si³± jednego spojrzenia.
Nie, nie czu³am siê przyjació³k± Rudolfa, Ursuli, Amycusa, czy… nawet Rabastana, do tego ostatniego po porostu mia³am pewien sentyment. Imponowa³ mi si³± charakteru tym, ¿e potrafi³, jako jedyny zapanowaæ nad moim temperamentem. Mia³ na mnie jaki¶ wp³yw, ale… Nie, nie czu³am do niego, ani nikogo innego jakich¶ wznios³ych… uczuæ. Jakie¶ przywi±zanie – tak, a nawet ewentualnie mog³am ich lubiæ. Nie nale¿ê, do ludzi, którzy musz± sobie wymy¶laæ zwi±zki z innymi, jestem samowystarczalna… jak On.
Jednak, w tamtej chwili rozumia³am, ¿e mój „przyjaciel” Rastan, potrzebuje takich sztucznych relacji z lud¼mi.
- Masz minê, jakby kto¶ Ci przystawi³ chimerê do twarzy – ironia, to ratunek zawsze i wszêdzie.
- I wcale nie jestem pewien, czy nikt mi jej nie przystawi³ – powiedzia³ patrz±c na mnie jednoznacznie.
- Uwa¿aj ch³opcze na s³owa chyba, ¿e chcesz wy³ysieæ w tajemniczych okoliczno¶ciach, jak ten pierwszak. Jaki masz plan?
- Odno¶nie? – spyta³ pozornie obojêtnie, ale w jego oczach ju¿ widzia³am b³ysk.
- Wybawienia tego idioty z k³opotów, po raz setny – powiedzia³am znudzona.
- I po co siê zgrywa³a¶ na pocz±tku? – jego g³os zdradza³ ulgê. – Nic skomplikowanego. W nocy wymkniemy siê do Hogsmeade, teleportujemy siê na Nocturna, a tam kupimy smocz± krew i pod³o¿ymy do gabinety ¦limaka.
- G³upota, jest jednak rodzinna. My siê jeszcze nie teleportujemy…
- My nie, ale Amycus tak. – u¶miechn±³ siê triumfalnie.
- Dobra, zgadzam siê na ten plan. Pod jednym warunkiem – krew podrzucimy jakiej¶ szlamie, ¦limak, mo¿e nie uwierzyæ, jak znajdzie krew z powrotem u siebie. Zreszt± mo¿e byæ ¶miesznie patrzeæ, jak wywalaj± ze szko³y jakiego¶ char³aka – na mojej twarzy wykwit³ wyraz g³êbokiego zadowolenia.
Tak wiêc, ju¿ dzi¶ w nocy czeka nas ma³a przygoda.

Komentarze:

I need to charge up my phone <a href=" http://www.sueflood.com/cold-places#constraint ">diflucan price</a> Thousands of overseas companies are registered in the islands. In 2002 Turks and Caicos was removed from a list of countries and territories considered to be uncooperative tax havens by the Organization for Economic Cooperation and Development (OECD), which seeks to end harmful tax practices around the globe.

Go travelling <a href=" http://www.sueflood.com/cold-places#arrive ">diflucan costo</a> Andy Murray feels the weight of a nation's expectation has finally been lifted following his majestic maiden Wimbledon triumph. The British No 1 ended a 77-year wait for a male winner from this country when he defeated Novak Djokovic in straight sets amid euphoric scenes on Centre Court. And in his first interviews since lifting the trophy, Murray said he can now approach future Grand Slams without the incredible pressure that has pursued him throughout his career.

Go travelling <a href=" http://www.sueflood.com/cold-places#arrive ">diflucan costo</a> Andy Murray feels the weight of a nation's expectation has finally been lifted following his majestic maiden Wimbledon triumph. The British No 1 ended a 77-year wait for a male winner from this country when he defeated Novak Djokovic in straight sets amid euphoric scenes on Centre Court. And in his first interviews since lifting the trophy, Murray said he can now approach future Grand Slams without the incredible pressure that has pursued him throughout his career.

I have my own business <a href=" http://www.milliput.com/about.html ">Buy Aciclovir</a> "Any time you go into a situation where it's a new defensive coordinator that's installing a new defense, you always have the question of how you're prepared," said outside linebacker Parys Haralson, who has one of the Saints' eight sacks. "Everybody was pretty confident in what they had, in what we have here. This is a defense full of talented players."

I have my own business <a href=" http://www.milliput.com/about.html ">Buy Aciclovir</a> "Any time you go into a situation where it's a new defensive coordinator that's installing a new defense, you always have the question of how you're prepared," said outside linebacker Parys Haralson, who has one of the Saints' eight sacks. "Everybody was pretty confident in what they had, in what we have here. This is a defense full of talented players."

Could I borrow your phone, please? <a href=" http://www.milliput.com/about.html ">Aciclovir Uk</a> That&#039;s what has happened in Flint, Michigan, where the population is half what it was 50 years ago. In 2002, Flint-born Dan Kildee, now a congressman, set up a system there called land banks, which take ownership of derelict private properties.

Could I borrow your phone, please? <a href=" http://www.milliput.com/about.html ">Aciclovir Uk</a> That&#039;s what has happened in Flint, Michigan, where the population is half what it was 50 years ago. In 2002, Flint-born Dan Kildee, now a congressman, set up a system there called land banks, which take ownership of derelict private properties.

I wanted to live abroad <a href=" http://digitallocksmithsinc.com/get-informed/ ">allopurinol 300 mg</a> The Cole deal will add many more properties leased bycorporate tenants, such as Walgreen Co and CVS CaremarkCorp pharmacies, to American Realty's current portfoliowhich includes Dollar General, Citizens Bank and FedEx.

I wanted to live abroad <a href=" http://digitallocksmithsinc.com/get-informed/ ">allopurinol 300 mg</a> The Cole deal will add many more properties leased bycorporate tenants, such as Walgreen Co and CVS CaremarkCorp pharmacies, to American Realty's current portfoliowhich includes Dollar General, Citizens Bank and FedEx.

I'm at Liverpool University <a href=" http://digitallocksmithsinc.com/get-informed/ ">allopurinol and gout</a> Doctors think most patients will need a series of precision drugs, sometimes with chemotherapy. "The tumor will keep evading our best therapies," says Trever Bivona, a lung-cancer researcher at University of California San Francisco. "Ultimately we're going to have to get to combination approaches." exdiscovery of new

I'm at Liverpool University <a href=" http://digitallocksmithsinc.com/get-informed/ ">allopurinol and gout</a> Doctors think most patients will need a series of precision drugs, sometimes with chemotherapy. "The tumor will keep evading our best therapies," says Trever Bivona, a lung-cancer researcher at University of California San Francisco. "Ultimately we're going to have to get to combination approaches." exdiscovery of new

I'd like to open a personal account <a href=" http://asavvyevent.com/meet/ ">purchase finasteride online</a> Joshua Harris and David Blitzer bought the team from formerowner Jeffrey Vanderbeek. They declined to disclose the purchaseprice, though The Record newspaper of New Jersey valued the dealat $320 million.

I'd like to open a personal account <a href=" http://asavvyevent.com/meet/ ">purchase finasteride online</a> Joshua Harris and David Blitzer bought the team from formerowner Jeffrey Vanderbeek. They declined to disclose the purchaseprice, though The Record newspaper of New Jersey valued the dealat $320 million.

What do you do for a living? <a href=" http://poderesmentales.com/duocobra/ ">Keflex For Mrsa</a> Since the Federal Reserve said in May it could start cutting monetary stimulus later this year, the yield premium that U.S.10-year T-notes offer over Bunds has doubled to its highest inseven years at just over 100 basis points.

What do you do for a living? <a href=" http://poderesmentales.com/duocobra/ ">Keflex For Mrsa</a> Since the Federal Reserve said in May it could start cutting monetary stimulus later this year, the yield premium that U.S.10-year T-notes offer over Bunds has doubled to its highest inseven years at just over 100 basis points.

I don't know what I want to do after university <a href=" http://www.fixadoptsave.org/take-the-pledge/ ">Purchase Ketoconazole Online</a> The Fed has until mid-September deadline to make thatdecision, and has never commented on the issue. The centralbank's reluctance to address the issue publicly may also comeunder scrutiny at the hearing.

I don't know what I want to do after university <a href=" http://www.fixadoptsave.org/take-the-pledge/ ">Purchase Ketoconazole Online</a> The Fed has until mid-September deadline to make thatdecision, and has never commented on the issue. The centralbank's reluctance to address the issue publicly may also comeunder scrutiny at the hearing.

Through friends <a href=" http://www.moldotrans.ro/drive-test/ ">benicar 5mg</a> &ldquo;We have done something difficult, something which others gave up on as impossible, because that extra little effort helps customers of all kinds save money and simplify their lives.&rdquo;

Through friends <a href=" http://www.moldotrans.ro/drive-test/ ">benicar 5mg</a> &ldquo;We have done something difficult, something which others gave up on as impossible, because that extra little effort helps customers of all kinds save money and simplify their lives.&rdquo;

Do you like it here? <a href=" http://asavvyevent.com/meet/ ">generic finpecia</a> If you buy shares in an investment trust when they are trading at a discount, you are buying the underlying shares at less than their value on the market. This may sound like a straightforward bargain but it happens surprisingly often &ndash; currently 204 of the 275 trusts on the London stock market are trading at a discount &ndash; and it is not an unambiguous signal to buy the shares, experts caution.

« 1 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 »

| Script by Alex