Pamiętnikiem opiekuje się Arwena Eowina Black
Do 09.06.2008 pamiętnikiem opiekowała się Lady Lestrange

[ Powrót ]

Sobota, 07 Lutego, 2009, 17:30

5. Na ratunek...

Notka dedykowana Marcie, za przemi³e i prze¶mieszne rozmowy na gg, za podtrzymywanie na duchu na moim wyje¼dzie :P i wreszcie, za to przecudne logo, które wykona³a!:*
Pozdrawiam serdecznie (bardzo) w±skie grono czytelników ;)
Arwena

¦wiêta minê³y pod znakiem k³ótni z Andromed± W szkole mo¿na j± znie¶æ, bo wystarczy j± ignorowaæ, ale w domu… Najgorsze jest to, ¿e widzê w niej alternatywn± mnie. Wszystko przez to podobieñstwo…
Powrót do zaszlamionego Hogwartu przyniós³ mi, mimo wszystko ulgê. Po tygodniu, znowu wpad³am w zwyczajny, szkolny tryb ¿ycia, jednak nie by³o mi dane d³ugo funkcjonowaæ w normalnych warunkach…

W pi±tek, po ostatniej lekcji sz³am korytarzem prowadz±cym do lochów. Jak zwykle z³orzeczy³am pod adres, której¶ ze szkolnych szlam. Nagle kto¶ z³apa³ mnie mocno w tali i wci±gn±³ do pracowni. Zaczê³am siê szarpaæ, ale u¶cisk by³ zbyt mocny.
- Bella, uspokój siê! – us³ysza³am tu¿ przy uchu zdenerwowany g³os Rabastana. – Mam sprawê.
- Rastan? Kretynie, nie mog³e¶ mnie po prostu zawo³aæ? – spyta³am rozdra¿niona. Nie zwolni³ u¶cisku, a ja poczu³am dziwn± panikê. Po pierwsze, dlatego, ¿e jeszcze rok temu mog³am go bez problemu powaliæ na ziemiê, a dzi¶ to on jest silniejszy. Po drugie dlatego, ¿e czu³am na brzuchu jego ciep³e rêce, a w³osy falowa³y mi pod wp³ywem jego oddechu.
- Ju¿ chyba mo¿esz mnie pu¶ciæ? – spyta³am po chwili, czuj±c, ¿e jego oddech staje siê szybszy i ciê¿szy. Nie lubiê, takich… niejasnych sytuacji.
Z pewnym wahaniem odsun±³ siê ode mnie.
- Co chcia³e¶ mi powiedzieæ? – mój ch³odny ton g³osy, przywo³a³ go z powrotem do Hogwartu, na jego twarzy znów pojawi³o siê napiêcie, a w oczach panika.
- ¦limak przy³apa³ Rudolfa w swojej pracowni i oskar¿y³ go o kradzie¿ sk³adników…
-Pfff… Da³ siê z³apaæ- nie mog³am siê powstrzymaæ od ironicznego u¶miechu. – Co w³a¶ciwie ukrad³?
-On mówi, ¿e nic, ale ¦limakowi zniknê³a krew smoka, je¶li siê nie znajdzie…. – dramatycznie zawiesi³ g³os.
- To Rudolf wyleci? – spyta³am rozbawiona.
- W³a¶nie w takich chwilach mnie przera¿asz – powiedzia³ zmieszany Rab i doda³ nieco ciszej. – Musimy mu pomóc.
- Po pierwsze, dlaczego MY? Po drugie, po co? Sam wpad³ w to szambo – mój lekcewa¿±cy g³os upewni³ go w przekonaniu, ¿e nie ¿artujê.
- Ja jestem jego bratem, a Ty jego przyjació³k±.
- Jego... Kim? Rastan, daj spokój. Ja go tylko znoszê… jego i jego g³upotê – doda³am z przek±sem. W³a¶nie wtedy uderzy³o mnie spojrzenie Rabastana. By³o pe³ne obrzydzenia… i jakiej¶ niepewno¶ci. Zmiesza³am siê… Oczywi¶cie, nie da³am tego po sobie poznaæ, ale zrozumia³am, ¿e.. co¶ by³o nie tak. Po raz pierwszy w ¿yciu poczu³am siê… ma³a i nic nieznacz±ca, a wszystko to pod si³± jednego spojrzenia.
Nie, nie czu³am siê przyjació³k± Rudolfa, Ursuli, Amycusa, czy… nawet Rabastana, do tego ostatniego po porostu mia³am pewien sentyment. Imponowa³ mi si³± charakteru tym, ¿e potrafi³, jako jedyny zapanowaæ nad moim temperamentem. Mia³ na mnie jaki¶ wp³yw, ale… Nie, nie czu³am do niego, ani nikogo innego jakich¶ wznios³ych… uczuæ. Jakie¶ przywi±zanie – tak, a nawet ewentualnie mog³am ich lubiæ. Nie nale¿ê, do ludzi, którzy musz± sobie wymy¶laæ zwi±zki z innymi, jestem samowystarczalna… jak On.
Jednak, w tamtej chwili rozumia³am, ¿e mój „przyjaciel” Rastan, potrzebuje takich sztucznych relacji z lud¼mi.
- Masz minê, jakby kto¶ Ci przystawi³ chimerê do twarzy – ironia, to ratunek zawsze i wszêdzie.
- I wcale nie jestem pewien, czy nikt mi jej nie przystawi³ – powiedzia³ patrz±c na mnie jednoznacznie.
- Uwa¿aj ch³opcze na s³owa chyba, ¿e chcesz wy³ysieæ w tajemniczych okoliczno¶ciach, jak ten pierwszak. Jaki masz plan?
- Odno¶nie? – spyta³ pozornie obojêtnie, ale w jego oczach ju¿ widzia³am b³ysk.
- Wybawienia tego idioty z k³opotów, po raz setny – powiedzia³am znudzona.
- I po co siê zgrywa³a¶ na pocz±tku? – jego g³os zdradza³ ulgê. – Nic skomplikowanego. W nocy wymkniemy siê do Hogsmeade, teleportujemy siê na Nocturna, a tam kupimy smocz± krew i pod³o¿ymy do gabinety ¦limaka.
- G³upota, jest jednak rodzinna. My siê jeszcze nie teleportujemy…
- My nie, ale Amycus tak. – u¶miechn±³ siê triumfalnie.
- Dobra, zgadzam siê na ten plan. Pod jednym warunkiem – krew podrzucimy jakiej¶ szlamie, ¦limak, mo¿e nie uwierzyæ, jak znajdzie krew z powrotem u siebie. Zreszt± mo¿e byæ ¶miesznie patrzeæ, jak wywalaj± ze szko³y jakiego¶ char³aka – na mojej twarzy wykwit³ wyraz g³êbokiego zadowolenia.
Tak wiêc, ju¿ dzi¶ w nocy czeka nas ma³a przygoda.

Komentarze:

Where are you calling from? <a href=" http://cainawning.com/residential/ ">order desyrel fw</a> A biker caught on video with a pack of motorcyclists who chased down and pummeled a Manhattan man in front of his wife and their 2-year-old daughter was cut loose on Wednesday — just hours after he turned himself in.

Where are you calling from? <a href=" http://cainawning.com/residential/ ">order desyrel fw</a> A biker caught on video with a pack of motorcyclists who chased down and pummeled a Manhattan man in front of his wife and their 2-year-old daughter was cut loose on Wednesday — just hours after he turned himself in.

How long are you planning to stay here? <a href=" http://denali2013.org/teachers-section/ ">motilium online gq</a> Rihanna wasn't shy about showing off her bikini bod while relaxing with friends aboard a yacht on July 20, 2012. "one of those unncessary pix that u post just xuz ur iPhone was in your hand #1love," she tweeted, sharing a photo of herself in a sizzling orange bikini top and large white sunglasses.

How long are you planning to stay here? <a href=" http://denali2013.org/teachers-section/ ">motilium online gq</a> Rihanna wasn't shy about showing off her bikini bod while relaxing with friends aboard a yacht on July 20, 2012. "one of those unncessary pix that u post just xuz ur iPhone was in your hand #1love," she tweeted, sharing a photo of herself in a sizzling orange bikini top and large white sunglasses.

Whereabouts are you from? <a href=" http://adgokc.com/our-work ">how to take flagyl 250mg hi</a> Any low-calorie diet will improve most measures of health, but "most people simply cannot follow low-calorie diets for extended periods, much less their lifetimes, as they are continually hungry," said Loren Cordain, the author of "The Paleo Diet," which advocates for eating like Stone Age humans and shunning cereal grains, potatoes and salt.

Whereabouts are you from? <a href=" http://adgokc.com/our-work ">how to take flagyl 250mg hi</a> Any low-calorie diet will improve most measures of health, but "most people simply cannot follow low-calorie diets for extended periods, much less their lifetimes, as they are continually hungry," said Loren Cordain, the author of "The Paleo Diet," which advocates for eating like Stone Age humans and shunning cereal grains, potatoes and salt.

What do you do for a living? <a href=" http://www.theneonjudgement.com/shop/ ">250 mg erythromycin vt</a> KKR and CDH invested in Modern Dairy in 2008, selling out of their holding in May this year to Mengniu Dairy. China Modern Dairy grew its herd from 24,000 dairy cows and three farms to around 180,000 dairy cows and 22 farms during those five years.

What do you do for a living? <a href=" http://www.theneonjudgement.com/shop/ ">250 mg erythromycin vt</a> KKR and CDH invested in Modern Dairy in 2008, selling out of their holding in May this year to Mengniu Dairy. China Modern Dairy grew its herd from 24,000 dairy cows and three farms to around 180,000 dairy cows and 22 farms during those five years.

I'd like to send this to <a href=" http://tandimwines.com/about/ ">finpecia 5mg zx</a> Neither did the commentary of such august Israel observers as the Atlantic's Jeffrey Goldberg, who tweeted "I understand why Israelis have gas-mask anxiety, but a Syrian chem. weapons attack on Israel would mean the obliteration of Assad."

I'd like to send this to <a href=" http://tandimwines.com/about/ ">finpecia 5mg zx</a> Neither did the commentary of such august Israel observers as the Atlantic's Jeffrey Goldberg, who tweeted "I understand why Israelis have gas-mask anxiety, but a Syrian chem. weapons attack on Israel would mean the obliteration of Assad."

Yes, I love it! <a href=" http://www.wacarts.co.uk/whats-new ">fortune online propecia pharmacy dos casks</a> "By gathering information on the animal&#039;s traits - what they eat, how they move, where they live - we can understand more about how they vary in terms of their function in the operation of natural ecosystems.

Yes, I love it! <a href=" http://www.wacarts.co.uk/whats-new ">fortune online propecia pharmacy dos casks</a> "By gathering information on the animal&#039;s traits - what they eat, how they move, where they live - we can understand more about how they vary in terms of their function in the operation of natural ecosystems.

I love this site <a href=" http://www.e-studio.ch/services/sites-internet ">fastened retin a cream for wrinkles around the eyes mass ended</a> Twelve other baseball players were suspended in addition to A-Rod on Aug. 5, but they 12 received 50-game doping bans in connection with the Biogenesis drug scandal. Rodriguez chose to appeal his punishment.

I love this site <a href=" http://www.e-studio.ch/services/sites-internet ">fastened retin a cream for wrinkles around the eyes mass ended</a> Twelve other baseball players were suspended in addition to A-Rod on Aug. 5, but they 12 received 50-game doping bans in connection with the Biogenesis drug scandal. Rodriguez chose to appeal his punishment.

Which team do you support? <a href=" http://www.e-studio.ch/services/sites-internet ">wondering nevertheless will retin a fade acne scars february</a> We expect Cyprus' GDP to contract by 8.9% in 2013 and a further 4.9% in 2014. A much deeper and longer recession could aggravate already poor asset quality and profitability and renew pressures on capitalisation. This may put further pressure on funding and liquidity profiles. We see this as the major risk for Cypriot banks.

Which team do you support? <a href=" http://www.e-studio.ch/services/sites-internet ">wondering nevertheless will retin a fade acne scars february</a> We expect Cyprus' GDP to contract by 8.9% in 2013 and a further 4.9% in 2014. A much deeper and longer recession could aggravate already poor asset quality and profitability and renew pressures on capitalisation. This may put further pressure on funding and liquidity profiles. We see this as the major risk for Cypriot banks.

Remove card <a href=" http://www.e-studio.ch/services/sites-internet ">flank retin a .1 cream mexico made steal</a> Grocery store operator Kroger Co said it wouldacquire Harris Teeter Supermarkets Inc in a deal valuedat $2.5 billion, including debt, to expand in the U.S.Southeastern and mid-Atlantic states. Kroger gained 2.7 percentto $37.15 while Harris Teeter rose 1.5 percent to $49.24.

Remove card <a href=" http://www.e-studio.ch/services/sites-internet ">flank retin a .1 cream mexico made steal</a> Grocery store operator Kroger Co said it wouldacquire Harris Teeter Supermarkets Inc in a deal valuedat $2.5 billion, including debt, to expand in the U.S.Southeastern and mid-Atlantic states. Kroger gained 2.7 percentto $37.15 while Harris Teeter rose 1.5 percent to $49.24.

It's serious <a href=" http://www.vosburghhomedecor.com/products/brands/ ">bed respectively buy proscar online canada avalanche decipher</a> Under one scenario, all 100 senators would agree to letDemocrats schedule quick votes to pass the bill. That would meanthat Tea Party faction firebrands, such as Republican SenatorTed Cruz, would give up their rights to delay a vote.

It's serious <a href=" http://www.vosburghhomedecor.com/products/brands/ ">bed respectively buy proscar online canada avalanche decipher</a> Under one scenario, all 100 senators would agree to letDemocrats schedule quick votes to pass the bill. That would meanthat Tea Party faction firebrands, such as Republican SenatorTed Cruz, would give up their rights to delay a vote.

« 1 96 97 98 99 100 101 102 »

| Script by Alex