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Hej. Kolejna trochê pó¼no, ale wcze¶niej nie uda³o mi siê. Zatem pozdrawiam i dedykujê t± notê: Karolinie F, Karze, Ann-Britt, MarcieG, Meg Dimen, Samancie, Dz. B., Agnes, Lilly, Victorie, Jenny, Tamarze Black za po¶wiêcenie czasu i czytanie tego opowiadania i komentowanie oraz wszystkim którzy czytaj±, ale ie komentuj±. Dziêki Wam serdeczne


Nie rozumia³. Chcia³, ale nie móg³. Dziewczyna nadal sta³a naprzeciw.
- Kim jeste¶? – powtórzy³. Teraz nie patrzy³a mu w oczy tylko, na ksi±¿kê któr± trzyma³a. Otworzy³a j±, pierwsza strona by³a obficie zapisana srebrnym atramentem. Nigdy takiego nie widzia³. Oczy ju¿ znajomej nagle posmutnia³y. Spowrotem j± zatrzasnê³a.
- Jestem znów cz³owiekiem. – powiedzia³a. James z niezrozumieniem pokrêci³ g³ow±.
- O co Ci chodzi? – spyta³. Isleen tylko lekko siê u¶miechnê³a. Podesz³± bli¿ej. – To Ty mnie obserwowa³a¶? – Czarnow³osa skinê³a g³ow±. Ta sytuacja bardzo go dziwi³a, wrêcz obawia³a siê jej. Patrzy³ na ni± w niemo oczekuj±c, a¿ znów siê odezwie. G³uche milczenie od czasu do czasu przerywane by³o nag³ym podmuchem wiatru w drzewach, w Zakazanym Lesie.
- Jestem tu, poniewa¿... – przerwa³a. James pos³a³ jej wyczekuj±ce spojrzenie. -....wszystko w swoim czasie James. To nie jest takie proste.
- Wyt³umacz mi. – Isleen westchnê³a. Coraz to natarczywsze spojrzenie ch³opak sk³oni³o j± w koñcu do odpowiedzi.
- To bardzo zawi³a historia. Nie nadaje siê do opowiadania od tak. Jednak zwa¿ywszy na okoliczno¶ci...Wiesz ju¿ ¿e nazywam siê Isleen. – krótk± chwilê milczenia urwa³a w koñcu zaczynaj±c – Jestem znów cz³owiekiem.
- To ju¿ przerabiali¶my. – zirytowany zak³óci³ jej wypowied¼.
- Rozumiem ¿e siê denerwujesz, ale czy mo¿esz mi nie przerywaæ? – karc±ce spojrzenie szarych oczu, zgasi³o go – Wracaj±c do poprzedniego jestem znów cz³owiekiem. Znów mam cia³o, ¿yjê, chodzê, jestem. Ale nie mogê spokojnie cieszyæ siê ¿yciem po raz drugi mi darowanym.
- ¯e co, proszê?! – by³ co najmniej sko³owany tym co us³ysza³ ,,Znów cz³owiekiem” . O co w tym chodzi i co on ma do tego.
- Bêdziesz pyta³ pó¼niej. Teraz mnie pos³uchaj. – na twarzy dziewczyny, malowa³o siê oczekiwanie – Musisz mi pomóc. Jeste¶ synem cz³owieka, który uczyni³ wiele dobrego, dlatego Ciê wybra³. Dlatego ja tu jestem.
- Wybra³, ale kto? – spyta³.
- Literat.
- Kto to?
- Prosi³am Ciê, Jim.
- Ale co to za ksi±¿ka? – zirytowany prawie krzykn±³. Dziewczyna zmru¿y³a powieki.
- Moja historia. Nie pytaj. Dowiesz siê wszystkiego w swoim czasie. Musisz och³on±æ. Nie wiesz co masz o ty my¶leæ, jeste¶ zdezorientowany.
- Sk±d wiesz co czujê?
- Znam Ciê James. Lepiej ni¿ ktokolwiek. Nie teraz. – doda³a pospiesznie widz±c jego spojrzenie, pe³ne zdeterminowanego wyczekiwania.
Wyminê³a go wolnym krokiem, kieruj±c siê do wyj¶cia. Sta³ chwilê wpatruj±c siê w pust± przestrzeñ wokó³. S³owa dziewczyny bardzo go zaintrygowa³y. Mia³ jej pomóc. Niewiedzia³ w czym. Odwróci³ siê i pobieg³ za ni±. Nie oddali³a siê jeszcze zbytnio.
- Chcesz abym Ci pomóg³, ale w czym? – zawo³a³ lekko zdyszany.
- Wiem, ¿e mi pomo¿esz. Nie martw siê porozmawiamy jeszcze. Czasu jest jeszcze du¿o, wszystkiego dowiesz siê po kolei. Teraz muszê ju¿ i¶æ. Nie my¶l o tym. Jak na razie staraj siê normalnie ¿yæ, o ile to mo¿liwe. – odpowiedzia³a, posy³aj±c mu nik³y u¶miech.
Nie goni³ jej, gdy posz³a. Wiedzia³, ¿e i tak nic wiêcej siê nie dowie. Ona wiedzia³a ¿e jej pomo¿e, choæ nie wie w czym i co siê z tym wi±¿e. Gdy to mówi³a czu³ ¿e po prostu musi. Jest mu to przeznaczone. A teraz w³a¶nie siê co¶ zaczê³o. Odliczanie czasu do jakiego¶ wa¿nego wydarzenia, jakie mia³o nast±piæ w jego ¿yciu. Wiedzia³ jak nieznajoma mia³a na imiê, ale nadal nie móg³ zrozumieæ kim by³a. ,,Znów cz³owiekiem” t³uk³o mu siê po g³owie, gdy kierowa³ siê w kierunku wie¿y Gryffindoru. Na wró¿biarstwo i tak by³ spó¼niony, a po za tym bez przerwy my¶la³ o tym czego w³a¶nie siê dowiedzia³.
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W Pokoju Wspólnym by³o trochê t³oczno. Pi±toklasi¶ci odrabiali nawa³ prac domowych jaki zadli im nauczyciele na powitanie. Usiad³ na sofie i odetchn±³ g³êboko. Skrzypienie piór i odg³os cichych rozmów, nie przeszkadza³o mu zbytnio. Roz³o¿y³ siê wygodniej, k³ad±c zmêczone nogi na pufie, która sta³a nieopodal. Przymkn±³ oczy, nas³uchuj±c. Po pewnym czasie zadzwoni³ dzwonek obwieszczaj±cy koniec ciê¿kiej mordêgi uczniów. Potocznie znanej lekcj±. Wreszcie mogli odpocz±æ, jednocze¶nie przygotowuj±c siê na nastêpny dzieñ. James us³ysza³ g³uche trza¶niêcie portretu, uchylaj±c lekko powieki zdo³a³ zauwa¿yæ, i¿ do Salonu wpad³a niska blondynka. Roziskrzone spojrzenie zielonych oczu zwróci³a na niego. By³a wyra¼nie wkurzona.
- Gdzie¶ Ty by³!!! – wrzasnê³a tu¿ nad jego g³ow± Kasandra, podpieraj±c rêce na biodrach.
- Spokojnie Kasey. Bez zbêdnych emocji. To przyczynia siê do zawa³ów serca, a w efekcie zgonu. Zarówno jak niew³a¶ciwe od¿ywianie siê lub u¿ywki. – wyrecytowa³ James.
- Co Ty gadasz? A zreszt± mniejsza o to. Gdzie ¿e¶ siê wa³êsa³ przez ca³y czas. W chwili gdy ja wys³uchiwa³am rzekomych przepowiedni tej starej wied¼my, która wró¿y mi rych³± ¶mieræ poprzez skrêcenie karku, po upadku z miot³y. – dziewczyna nie mog³a opanowaæ swej namiêtnej gestykulacji, prawie ³ami±c Jamesowi nos. Teraz wiedzia³, ¿e szybko siê nie uspokoi. – Ona siê na mnie uwziê³a, od pocz±tku lekcji, gdy wesz³am do klasy ju¿ s³ysza³am milion wypowiedzi na temat mojego zej¶cia.
- Sama chcia³a¶ siê zapisaæ na t± lekcje.
- Wiem, tylko ta w¶ciek³a sowa, w okularach niczym denka od s³oików przyczepi³a siê akurat do mnie. A zreszt± Ty mia³e¶ tam byæ ze mn±. Gdzie siê podziewa³e¶?
- To tu, to tam. Co¶ mnie zatrzyma³o.
- A mo¿e kto¶? – spyta³a blondynka siadaj±c obok i przygl±daj±c mu siê badawczo.
- Nie wa¿ne. Gdzie reszta?
- Zapewne spokojnie przechadzaj± siê korytarzem, wracaj±c z lekcji numerologi. Mój m±dry, acz nie jedyny brat zd±¿y³ u¶wiadomiæ ju¿ moj± skromn± osobê, i¿ przedmiot ten jest wart uwagi. Jak wed³ug niego ka¿dy.
- A moja ukochana kuzynka zapewne mu towarzyszy. S±dz±c po jej umi³owaniu wiedzy. Jednym s³owem...
- Kujony. – dopowiedzia³a za niego panna Archer. – S³uchaj masz mo¿e przy sobie t± Mapê?
- Tak, chyba tak. – powiedzia³. Siêgn±wszy po torbê, któr± wcze¶niej rzuci³ na pod³ogê obok kanapy, na której siedzieli. Wyci±gn±³ z niej podrêcznik do transmutacji autorstwa Wilberta Steina. Mapa Huncwotów le¿a³a miêdzy stronicami, nadal nie zamkniêta. Pe³no kropek porusza³o siê po korytarzach Hogwartu. James wymieni³ krótkie spojrzenie z Kasandr±. Odwróci³ Mapê na drug± stronê, która by³a czysta. Wzi±³ pióro, wystaj±ce mu z torby i zacz±³ pisaæ. ,, Witajcie”. ,,Witaj ma³y, witaj” pojawi³o siê po chwili. Na twarz Kasandry wst±pi³ wyraz szczerego zaciekawienia. ,, Jestem w³a¶nie w Hogwarcie, razem z moj± przyjació³k± i zastanawiamy siê jak zamkn±æ Mapê, tak aby nikt jej nie odczyta³.” Napisa³. ,,To proste, wystarczy tylko powiedzieæ ,,Koniec psot” a Mapa bêdzie pusta.” ,,Jak ma na imiê przyjació³ka?” zaraz pojawi³o siê obok. ,,Oj £apa, a Ty tylko o jednym.” Znów pojawi³o siê na Mapie. Kas wyrwa³a pióro z rêki Jamesa, odpowiadaj±c: ,,Kasandra Archer jestem, mi³o mi poznaæ”, ,,Nam równie¿.”
James podskoczy³. Do Salonu nap³ywa³o coraz wiêcej Gryfonów.
,,Niestety, ale musimy ju¿ koñczyæ. Nie jeste¶my sami.” Odwróci³ Mapê jednocze¶nie j± zamykaj±c. Oboje rozejrzeli siê dooko³a. James zobaczy³ zbli¿aj±c± siê ku niemu rud± czuprynê Lucy, która popycha³a przed sob± jego rodzonego brata.
- Walczy³ z Malfoyem. – powiedzia³a dziewczyna, siadaj±c obok Kasndry. Albus patrzy³ znudzonym wzrokiem na swoj± kuzynkê.
- Aha. A co siê sta³o ze ¦lizgonem? – spyta³ starszy brat winowajcy.
- Phil odprowadzi³ go do Skrzyd³a Szpitalnego. Mia³ sadzonkê wierzby zamiast g³owy.
- Brawo Al. Jednak co¶ z Ciebie wyro¶nie! – krzykn±³ James.
- Dosta³ szlaban. A ty go jeszcze chwalisz. – Lucy nie aprobowa³a entuzjazmu Jima.
- Pobi³e¶ mnie. – czarnow³osy nie zwróci³ na ni± uwagi, spogl±daj±c na zegarek – Dok³adnie o trzydzie¶ci sze¶æ minut.
- Masz ca³kiem nie po kolei w g³owie, Jim. – skwitowa³a to Luc.
- O ile w ogóle mam co¶ w g³owie.
Albus u¶miecha³ siê szeroko, nie przeszkadza³a mu w tym nawet rozciêta warga. James odczuwa³ dumê, patrz±c na brata. Lucy wypu¶ci³a g³o¶no powietrze. Kasandra tylko kiwa³a w zrozumieniu g³ow±, a Philip który wszed³ do Wspólnego usiad³ na pufie patrz±c na paczkê przyjació³ w niemym pob³a¿aniu. W koñcu jego przyjaciele byli szurniêci. Ka¿dy na innym punkcie, ale lubi³ ich i rozumieli siê bez s³ów. Czasami.


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Proszê o szczer± krytykê. My¶lê, ¿e zas³u¿y³am. A za wstawienie notki jednak w niedzielê bardzo przepraszam.
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