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Pozwoli³am, by odprowadzi³ mnie do pokoju. Da³am siê poca³owaæ w policzek, przyjê³am ¿yczenia dobrego dnia. Potem zamknê³am drzwi i pad³am na ³ó¿ko aby przez 5 godzin namiêtnie wpatrywaæ siê w sufit. Gwa³townie wsta³am, czuj±c w sobie przyp³yw jakiej¶ dziwnej energii... Energii, któr± przyda³oby siê spo¿ytkowaæ. Dochodzi³a 20:40 i by³o ju¿ prawie ca³kiem ciemno. Wybieg³am z mojej klatki, zamykaj±c j± na klucz. Bez namys³u pêdzi³am przez hol, niczym torpeda wylecia³am g³ównymi drzwiami na dwór. I bieg³am, bieg³am, bieg³am... Nie wiedzia³am gdzie... Liczy³o siê tylko to, aby biec... Kiedy po szaleñczej ucieczce przed sam± sob±, a raczej swoimi rozmy¶leniami, wreszcie siê zmêczy³am, stwierdzi³am, ¿e nie wiem gdzie jestem. Nie zd±¿y³am jeszcze poznaæ dobrze Bedford, wiêc nie dziwne ¿e zab³±dzi³am. Bezradnie rozejrza³am siê szukaj±c ¶ladu ludzkiej duszy... ulica by³a pusta. Kiedy wtuli³am twarz w d³onie, us³ysza³am g³os:
-W czym¶ ci pomóc?-Podnios³am wzrok, zobaczy³am dziewczynê w moim wieku o d³ugich, br±zowych w³osach i zielonych oczach z których bi³o co¶... niesamowitego. By³a raczej drobna o oliwkowej cerze. By³am bardzo zaskoczona... ona... wyros³a jak spod ziemi!
-Zab³±dzi³am...-zaczê³am bredziæ co¶ o szkole, o akademiku. A ona sta³a u¶miechaj±c siê ³agodnie z tym b³yskiem w oku...
-Hmmm... Wiem, gdzie jest twoja szko³a... Mogê ciê tam zaprowadziæ. co?
-By³abym wdziêczna.
Drogê powrotn± odby³y¶my w ciszy. Ona ze swoim wiecznym u¶miechem i ja z zamy¶lon± min±. Zorientowa³am siê, ¿e odbieg³am dosyæ daleko. Zaczê³am ¿a³owaæ, ¿e nie wziê³am czego¶ cieplejszego do ubrania. Pomimo upalnego dnia, noc by³a bardzo ch³odna... a raczej... nagle zrobi³a siê lodowata.
Dziewczyna zatrzyma³a siê i wykona³a w moj± stronê uciszaj±cy gest. Nas³uchiwa³a... trwa³o to d³u¿sz± chwilê po czym syknê³a:
-Cholera Dementorzy...
-Dementorzy-zaczê³am zastanawiaæ siê na g³os-znam to pojêcie... By³o w jednej z ksi±g mojej siostry.
Zielonooka popatrzy³a na mnie z zaskoczeniem:
-Twoja siostra jest czarownic±?
-Tak-odpar³am nerwowo prze³ykaj±c ¶linê.
-Musimy siê gdzie¶ ukryæ!
Niestety... By³o ju¿ a pó¼no... ku nam sunê³y trzy zakapturzone postacie. Czu³am jak szczê¶cie ulatuje z mojego serca...

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