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Podróbka. Imitacja. Zwyk³y, bezwarto¶ciowy kawa³ek plastiku. I pomy¶leæ, ¿e nic nie warty przedmiot sta³by siê horkruksem najwiêkszego czarnoksiê¿nika. Tyle czasu straci³em na zdobycie nic nie wartego przedmiotu.
Gdy dzi¶ rano wsta³em wcze¶nie, pragn±c dog³êbniej przyjrzeæ siê mojemu znalezisku, po jednym prostym, podstawowym zaklêciu okaza³o siê, ¿e jest to tylko podróbka, do tego kiepsko wykonana podróbka. Czyli jednak kto¶ przede mn± musia³ go znale¼æ. Zej¶æ do jeziora, pokonaæ wszystkie przeszkody i posi±¶æ czarkê.

Przed lekcjami dla pewno¶ci z³apa³em Avery’ego na osobno¶ci:
-S³uchaj, gdyby ktokolwiek siê ciebie pyta³, masz powiedzieæ, ¿e wczoraj za³o¿y³e¶ siê ze mn±, ¿e zejdê w nocy do jeziora.
- Ale…
- Zrozumia³e¶?
- Tak, ale…
- Wiêc ¿egnam.
Avery raczej nic z tego nie zrozumia³, tym lepiej. Mo¿e i Dumbledore ma wiele wad, ale na pewno nie jest na tyle naiwny, aby we wszystko uwierzyæ. Mo¿liwe, ¿e bêdzie chcia³ sprawdziæ autentyczno¶æ mojej historyki (w³a¶ciwie historyjki ¦limaka, ale nie b±d¼my drobiazgowi).

Wbrew wszystkim moim obawom, gdy dzi¶ rano poszed³em na lekcje eliksirów, Slughorn zachowywa³ siê normalnie. Obdarzy³ mnie 30 punktami za poprawne odpowiedzi i ca³± lekcjê rozp³ywa³ siê nad moimi zdolno¶ciami (jakbym nie wiedzia³, ¿e jestem inteligentny i uzdolniony). Czyli jednym s³owem, jest jeszcze g³upszy, ni¿ przypuszcza³em. Chocia¿ to nawet lepiej. Nie bêdzie z nim k³opotów. Wiêcej obaw mia³em do Dumbledore’a. Wiedzia³em, ¿e mi nie uwierzy³ i mia³em tylko nadziejê, ¿e znów nie zacznie tej swojej moralizuj±cej gadki. Niestety, przeliczy³em siê. Lekcja przebieg³a normalnie. Gdy zadzwoni³ dzwonek, chcia³em jak najszybciej wyj¶æ z klasy, by nie daæ staremu Dropsowi szansy na rozmowê, ale zatrzyma³ mnie, mówi±c, ¿e „musimy porozmawiaæ” (nie by³em tego samego zdania). Niechêtnie podszed³em do niego, a on zacz±³:
- Tom, chcia³bym, aby¶ mi powiedzia³, co naprawdê robi³e¶ w nocy nad jeziorem.
Obawia³em siê takiej sytuacji, wiedzia³em, ¿e to mo¿e siê zdarzyæ, ale nie my¶la³em, co mia³bym mu w tej sytuacji powiedzieæ. Mia³em dwa wyj¶cia. Albo podtrzymywaæ poprzedni± wersjê, albo wymy¶liæ co¶ nowego, tylko co?
- Tom…, minê³y ju¿ czasy, kiedy mog³em postraszyæ ciê p³on±c± szaf±, ale chcia³bym, aby¶ powiedzia³ mi prawdê, jaka by ona nie by³a.
Och wspomnienia…, ma³y, zdenerwowany ch³opczyk ( nie przesadzajmy z tymi epitetami) i wielki, straszny czarodziej podpalaj±cy ca³y dobytek biednego sieroty. A¿ ³za krêci siê w oku….
Z braku innych pomys³ów postanowi³em podtrzymywaæ poprzednia historiê:
- Ale ja naprawdê siê za³o¿y³em…. Mo¿e pan spytaæ Avery’ego, on wszystko panu powie.
- Ale¿ Tom, oboje wiemy, ¿e to nie prawda.
Czasem mam wra¿enie, ¿e w ka¿dym zdaniu wypowiedzianym do mnie u¿ywa rzeczownika „Tom” tylko i wy³±cznie po to, aby mnie zdenerwowaæ. Bo jak najwiêkszy geniusz w ¶wiecie magii ( w jego mniemaniu) móg³by nie wiedzieæ, ¿e nie u¿ywam ju¿ tego ¿a³osnego i pospolitego imienia?
Po oko³o piêciu minutach narastaj±c± ciszê przerwa³ Dumbledore:
- Wiêc dobrze, niech i tak bêdzie, mo¿esz ju¿ i¶æ.
Ruszy³em do drzwi, gdy powiedzia³:
- Ale pamiêtaj, je¿eli kiedykolwiek bêdziesz chcia³ mi co¶ powiedzieæ, moje drzwi zawsze s± dla ciebie otwarte.
Stara gadka, któr± zawsze s³yszê, gdy Dumbledore’owi znów nie uda siê wyci±gn±æ ode mnie potrzebnych informacji. Mo¿e ma nadziejê, ¿e pójdê do niego i powiem: „ Chcia³bym tylko pana poinformowaæ, ¿e to ja otworzy³em Komnatê Tajemnic, mam wielu oddanych „przyjació³”, czyli ¶miercio¿erców, którzy s± odpowiedzialni za wszystkie z³e rzeczy dokonywane w Hogwarcie, a moje najwiêksze marzenie to stworzenie siedmiu horkruksów oraz stanie siê nie¶miertelnym, niepokonanym i najwiêkszym czarnoksiê¿nikiem na tej planecie”, pó¼niej u¶miechnê siê mi³o i dodam „ A ta przy okazji, niech pan lepiej uwa¿a, bo prawdopodobnie za kilka lat spróbujê pana zabiæ”. Ciekawe jak by zareagowa³ na takie wyznanie. Och, na pewno by siê zdziwi³. Jestem prawie pewny, ¿e wiêkszo¶ci moich planów nawet siê nie domy¶la. G³upi, ograniczony starzec. Niemniej jednak jest gro¼nym przeciwnikiem. Móg³by zaj¶æ daleko, gdyby nie… mi³o¶æ. Dumbledore jest zbyt szlachetny, by siêgn±æ po te rodzaje magii, których ja stosujê. Dlatego zawsze bêdê mia³ nad nim przewagê. W±tpiê, czy by³by gotowy rzuciæ chocia¿ Cruciatusa, albo Imperio. A te zaklêcia, przy czarnej magii to zwyk³a zabawa.

To najd³u¿sza notka, jak± napisa³am w tym pamiêtniku , chocia¿ moim zdaniem trochê s³aba i za bardzo chaotyczna. Dziêkujê wszystkim za komentarze, motywuj± mnie od dalszego pisania. Pozdrawiam i czekam na ostr± krytykê.

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