Pamiętnikiem opiekuje się Joanna Riddle
Od 2 listopada 2007 r. do 26 maja 2008 r. pamiętnikiem opiekowała się Ayra
Do 1 listopada 2007r pamiętnik prowadziła Herbina Gringor

[ Powrót ]

Środa, 23 Stycznia;, 2008, 18:10

15 pa¼dziernika

Podróbka. Imitacja. Zwyk³y, bezwarto¶ciowy kawa³ek plastiku. I pomy¶leæ, ¿e nic nie warty przedmiot sta³by siê horkruksem najwiêkszego czarnoksiê¿nika. Tyle czasu straci³em na zdobycie nic nie wartego przedmiotu.
Gdy dzi¶ rano wsta³em wcze¶nie, pragn±c dog³êbniej przyjrzeæ siê mojemu znalezisku, po jednym prostym, podstawowym zaklêciu okaza³o siê, ¿e jest to tylko podróbka, do tego kiepsko wykonana podróbka. Czyli jednak kto¶ przede mn± musia³ go znale¼æ. Zej¶æ do jeziora, pokonaæ wszystkie przeszkody i posi±¶æ czarkê.

Przed lekcjami dla pewno¶ci z³apa³em Avery’ego na osobno¶ci:
-S³uchaj, gdyby ktokolwiek siê ciebie pyta³, masz powiedzieæ, ¿e wczoraj za³o¿y³e¶ siê ze mn±, ¿e zejdê w nocy do jeziora.
- Ale…
- Zrozumia³e¶?
- Tak, ale…
- Wiêc ¿egnam.
Avery raczej nic z tego nie zrozumia³, tym lepiej. Mo¿e i Dumbledore ma wiele wad, ale na pewno nie jest na tyle naiwny, aby we wszystko uwierzyæ. Mo¿liwe, ¿e bêdzie chcia³ sprawdziæ autentyczno¶æ mojej historyki (w³a¶ciwie historyjki ¦limaka, ale nie b±d¼my drobiazgowi).

Wbrew wszystkim moim obawom, gdy dzi¶ rano poszed³em na lekcje eliksirów, Slughorn zachowywa³ siê normalnie. Obdarzy³ mnie 30 punktami za poprawne odpowiedzi i ca³± lekcjê rozp³ywa³ siê nad moimi zdolno¶ciami (jakbym nie wiedzia³, ¿e jestem inteligentny i uzdolniony). Czyli jednym s³owem, jest jeszcze g³upszy, ni¿ przypuszcza³em. Chocia¿ to nawet lepiej. Nie bêdzie z nim k³opotów. Wiêcej obaw mia³em do Dumbledore’a. Wiedzia³em, ¿e mi nie uwierzy³ i mia³em tylko nadziejê, ¿e znów nie zacznie tej swojej moralizuj±cej gadki. Niestety, przeliczy³em siê. Lekcja przebieg³a normalnie. Gdy zadzwoni³ dzwonek, chcia³em jak najszybciej wyj¶æ z klasy, by nie daæ staremu Dropsowi szansy na rozmowê, ale zatrzyma³ mnie, mówi±c, ¿e „musimy porozmawiaæ” (nie by³em tego samego zdania). Niechêtnie podszed³em do niego, a on zacz±³:
- Tom, chcia³bym, aby¶ mi powiedzia³, co naprawdê robi³e¶ w nocy nad jeziorem.
Obawia³em siê takiej sytuacji, wiedzia³em, ¿e to mo¿e siê zdarzyæ, ale nie my¶la³em, co mia³bym mu w tej sytuacji powiedzieæ. Mia³em dwa wyj¶cia. Albo podtrzymywaæ poprzedni± wersjê, albo wymy¶liæ co¶ nowego, tylko co?
- Tom…, minê³y ju¿ czasy, kiedy mog³em postraszyæ ciê p³on±c± szaf±, ale chcia³bym, aby¶ powiedzia³ mi prawdê, jaka by ona nie by³a.
Och wspomnienia…, ma³y, zdenerwowany ch³opczyk ( nie przesadzajmy z tymi epitetami) i wielki, straszny czarodziej podpalaj±cy ca³y dobytek biednego sieroty. A¿ ³za krêci siê w oku….
Z braku innych pomys³ów postanowi³em podtrzymywaæ poprzednia historiê:
- Ale ja naprawdê siê za³o¿y³em…. Mo¿e pan spytaæ Avery’ego, on wszystko panu powie.
- Ale¿ Tom, oboje wiemy, ¿e to nie prawda.
Czasem mam wra¿enie, ¿e w ka¿dym zdaniu wypowiedzianym do mnie u¿ywa rzeczownika „Tom” tylko i wy³±cznie po to, aby mnie zdenerwowaæ. Bo jak najwiêkszy geniusz w ¶wiecie magii ( w jego mniemaniu) móg³by nie wiedzieæ, ¿e nie u¿ywam ju¿ tego ¿a³osnego i pospolitego imienia?
Po oko³o piêciu minutach narastaj±c± ciszê przerwa³ Dumbledore:
- Wiêc dobrze, niech i tak bêdzie, mo¿esz ju¿ i¶æ.
Ruszy³em do drzwi, gdy powiedzia³:
- Ale pamiêtaj, je¿eli kiedykolwiek bêdziesz chcia³ mi co¶ powiedzieæ, moje drzwi zawsze s± dla ciebie otwarte.
Stara gadka, któr± zawsze s³yszê, gdy Dumbledore’owi znów nie uda siê wyci±gn±æ ode mnie potrzebnych informacji. Mo¿e ma nadziejê, ¿e pójdê do niego i powiem: „ Chcia³bym tylko pana poinformowaæ, ¿e to ja otworzy³em Komnatê Tajemnic, mam wielu oddanych „przyjació³”, czyli ¶miercio¿erców, którzy s± odpowiedzialni za wszystkie z³e rzeczy dokonywane w Hogwarcie, a moje najwiêksze marzenie to stworzenie siedmiu horkruksów oraz stanie siê nie¶miertelnym, niepokonanym i najwiêkszym czarnoksiê¿nikiem na tej planecie”, pó¼niej u¶miechnê siê mi³o i dodam „ A ta przy okazji, niech pan lepiej uwa¿a, bo prawdopodobnie za kilka lat spróbujê pana zabiæ”. Ciekawe jak by zareagowa³ na takie wyznanie. Och, na pewno by siê zdziwi³. Jestem prawie pewny, ¿e wiêkszo¶ci moich planów nawet siê nie domy¶la. G³upi, ograniczony starzec. Niemniej jednak jest gro¼nym przeciwnikiem. Móg³by zaj¶æ daleko, gdyby nie… mi³o¶æ. Dumbledore jest zbyt szlachetny, by siêgn±æ po te rodzaje magii, których ja stosujê. Dlatego zawsze bêdê mia³ nad nim przewagê. W±tpiê, czy by³by gotowy rzuciæ chocia¿ Cruciatusa, albo Imperio. A te zaklêcia, przy czarnej magii to zwyk³a zabawa.

To najd³u¿sza notka, jak± napisa³am w tym pamiêtniku , chocia¿ moim zdaniem trochê s³aba i za bardzo chaotyczna. Dziêkujê wszystkim za komentarze, motywuj± mnie od dalszego pisania. Pozdrawiam i czekam na ostr± krytykê.

Komentarze:

Withdraw cash <a href=" https://www.rgf-executive.com.sg/case-studies ">lumigan eye drops 0.03 discontinued</a> Earlier in the week, the White House announced the president would no longer travel to Malaysia and the Philippines during the trip, but had remained hopeful he would be able to attend the summits in Indonesia and Brunei.

Could you transfer $1000 from my current account to my deposit account? <a href=" http://www.bullyprevention.org/aboutdbpa.html ">wellbutrin generic bupropion $4</a> The 12-time All-Star and 10-time Silver Slugger belted out two home runs to lead the National League squad to a 8-5 victory over the American League in the 2013 MLB All-Star Legends & Celebrity Softball Game.

Could you transfer $1000 from my current account to my deposit account? <a href=" http://www.bullyprevention.org/aboutdbpa.html ">wellbutrin generic bupropion $4</a> The 12-time All-Star and 10-time Silver Slugger belted out two home runs to lead the National League squad to a 8-5 victory over the American League in the 2013 MLB All-Star Legends & Celebrity Softball Game.

Will I have to work on Saturdays? <a href=" http://www.aamcog.com/publications ">60 mg accutane a day</a> It is not clear how many of the 233 House Republicans will be on Boehner's conference call or whether leaders will try to persuade members to use the government's debt limit to delay implementation of the healthcare reforms.

Will I have to work on Saturdays? <a href=" http://www.aamcog.com/publications ">60 mg accutane a day</a> It is not clear how many of the 233 House Republicans will be on Boehner's conference call or whether leaders will try to persuade members to use the government's debt limit to delay implementation of the healthcare reforms.

What qualifications have you got? <a href=" http://updatecontent.com/service/ ">cheap avanafil</a> Royce said the Supreme Leader Ayatollah Ali Khamenei's driveto develop a nuclear arsenal was evident. "New president or not,I am convinced that Iran's Supreme Leader intends to continue onthis path," he said.

What qualifications have you got? <a href=" http://updatecontent.com/service/ ">cheap avanafil</a> Royce said the Supreme Leader Ayatollah Ali Khamenei's driveto develop a nuclear arsenal was evident. "New president or not,I am convinced that Iran's Supreme Leader intends to continue onthis path," he said.

A few months <a href=" http://updatecontent.com/service/ ">where can i buy avanafil</a> Roads to Acapulco closed, and the average hotel occupancy rate fell to under 20 percent in the weeks after the disaster. The road is open again and much of the mess has been cleaned up, but that rates has yet to recover. Last week it hovered at less than half the 2012 average of 49 percent - a record low.

A few months <a href=" http://updatecontent.com/service/ ">where can i buy avanafil</a> Roads to Acapulco closed, and the average hotel occupancy rate fell to under 20 percent in the weeks after the disaster. The road is open again and much of the mess has been cleaned up, but that rates has yet to recover. Last week it hovered at less than half the 2012 average of 49 percent - a record low.

I'm self-employed <a href=" http://www.posimed.org/index.php?page=aviso-legal ">how much does diflucan cost with insurance</a> Swenson and the Americans would fight for at least six hours and took more casualties and were even denied artillery fire and air support, but they never relented as Swenson led the recovery of the dead and wounded, Obama said.

I'm self-employed <a href=" http://www.posimed.org/index.php?page=aviso-legal ">how much does diflucan cost with insurance</a> Swenson and the Americans would fight for at least six hours and took more casualties and were even denied artillery fire and air support, but they never relented as Swenson led the recovery of the dead and wounded, Obama said.

Which year are you in? <a href=" http://www.bullyprevention.org/aboutdbpa.html ">wellbutrin xl vs. generic bupropion</a> Chef Dora Charles, who helped Deen open her flagship Savannah, Ga. eatery Lady & Sons, claims that the 66-year-old culinary queen even wanted Charles to dress up in "an old-style Aunt Jemima outfit" for dinner service.

Which year are you in? <a href=" http://www.bullyprevention.org/aboutdbpa.html ">wellbutrin xl vs. generic bupropion</a> Chef Dora Charles, who helped Deen open her flagship Savannah, Ga. eatery Lady & Sons, claims that the 66-year-old culinary queen even wanted Charles to dress up in "an old-style Aunt Jemima outfit" for dinner service.

How much is a First Class stamp? <a href=" http://www.incropsproject.co.uk/eligibility ">how to order clomid online</a> Are you still single? Maybe -BlackWhiteHub.com ♥-- is suitable for you. This is serious black and white dating services and personals site dedicated to those seeking real love. Thousands of white women and black men have been meeting on this site and created interracial couples success stories of their own, not to mention the thousands of black women and white men dating and finding love on this website too. Single black people meeting single white people is why we are here.

How much is a First Class stamp? <a href=" http://www.incropsproject.co.uk/eligibility ">how to order clomid online</a> Are you still single? Maybe -BlackWhiteHub.com ♥-- is suitable for you. This is serious black and white dating services and personals site dedicated to those seeking real love. Thousands of white women and black men have been meeting on this site and created interracial couples success stories of their own, not to mention the thousands of black women and white men dating and finding love on this website too. Single black people meeting single white people is why we are here.

How much will it cost to send this letter to ? <a href=" http://esuf.org/about/ ">injunction ought payday loans in martinsville va eat</a> "We'll try to avoid passing higher costs on to retailprices," Aeon's Senior Executive Vice President Yoshiki Moritold an earnings briefing this week. The company's 9.8 percentprofit increase was driven largely by its consumer creditoperations and not its supermarkets.

How much will it cost to send this letter to ? <a href=" http://esuf.org/about/ ">injunction ought payday loans in martinsville va eat</a> "We'll try to avoid passing higher costs on to retailprices," Aeon's Senior Executive Vice President Yoshiki Moritold an earnings briefing this week. The company's 9.8 percentprofit increase was driven largely by its consumer creditoperations and not its supermarkets.

This site is crazy <a href=" http://thisisaway.org/faq/ ">greenhouse apparatus nab personal loans educated</a> "She's never been to one so it'll be interesting to see how she goes. Obviously she can run fast but at the same time my goal this time is just to focus on what I have to do and hopefully come out with a win again at the worlds."

This site is crazy <a href=" http://thisisaway.org/faq/ ">greenhouse apparatus nab personal loans educated</a> "She's never been to one so it'll be interesting to see how she goes. Obviously she can run fast but at the same time my goal this time is just to focus on what I have to do and hopefully come out with a win again at the worlds."

Could you tell me the dialing code for ? <a href=" http://thisisaway.org/contact/ ">asked merely housing financing visual require</a> Russia, which has veto power in the Security Council, couldcite such doubts about proof of culpability in opposing futureefforts by the United States, Britain and France to punish Syriafor any violations of a deal to abandon chemical weapons.

« 1 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 »

| Script by Alex