Pamiętnikiem opiekuje się Aiko.
Do 1 stycznia 2008 roku pamiętnik prowadził Ron Monron.

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Niedziela, 16 Listopada, 2008, 19:34

Odchodzê...

My¶la³am nad tym o dawna. Z bólem odchodzê.
Postaæ Rona jest mi bardzo bliska. Zawsze to on by³ moim ulubionym bohaterem, pisa³o mi siê o nim lekko, przyjemnie. Jeste¶my do siebie bardzo podobni, st±d mo¿e to wynik³o. Pisz±c pamiêtnik czu³am siê, jakbym pisa³a o sobie, tyle, ¿e w mêskiej formie i innym ¶wiecie. Spontanicznie, bez wymuszania niczego. Ron w notkach odzwierciedla³ mój humor, moje emocje, raz dobre, raz z³e. Mogê spokojnie powiedzieæ, ¿e kocham postaæ Rona, i cieszê siê, ¿e dosiêgn±³ mnie zaszczyt prowadzenia jego pamiêtnika.
Jednak ka¿da dobra rzecz kiedy¶ siê koñczy. My¶l±c o tym, nie mam ³ez w oczach, nie wpadam w dó³, aczkolwiek jest mi ciê¿ko i smutno. ¯e muszê siê po¿egnaæ z tak uwielbian± przeze mnie postaci±. Niestety, strona hp.org.pl zmieni³a siê. Bardzo. To ju¿ nie to samo, co by³o kiedy¶. ¯a³ujê, i bêdê ¿a³owaæ tej decyzji, ale nie mam innego wyj¶cia. Nie jestem w stanie pisaæ w tak krótkim czasie notek. Szko³a za wiele ode mnie wymaga. Poza tym, nie oszukujmy siê. Mam te¿ w³asne problemy, na których rozwi±zanie czekam ju¿ od dawna. Nie zamierzam siê tu ¿aliæ. Od tego mam przyjació³. Chcê tylko, by¶cie zrozumieli moje stanowisko, moj± sytuacjê. Osobom znaj±cym mnie bli¿ej bêdzie zdecydowanie ³atwiej, ale takie jest ¿ycie.

Jak powiedzia³am. Z bólem, wielkim bólem, odchodzê. Bêdê tej decyzji ¿a³owaæ jeszcze d³ugo. Ron jest czê¶ci± mnie, przywi±za³am siê do niego. Chcê, by pamiêtnik by³ oddany w bardzo dobre rêce. By notki by³y kontynuacj± moich wpisów. To taka moja ostatnia wola...

Mam nadziejê, ¿e mi wybaczycie. Ja raczej sobie tego nie wybaczê. Tego, ¿e was zawiod³am, i tego, ¿e porzuci³am pamiêtnik mojej ukochanej postaci. Przepraszam jeszcze raz..

Wasza Aiko.

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