Pamiętnikiem opiekuje się Aiko.
Do 1 stycznia 2008 roku pamiętnik prowadził Ron Monron.

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Niedziela, 16 Listopada, 2008, 19:34

Odchodz�...

My�la�am nad tym o dawna. Z b�lem odchodz�.
Posta� Rona jest mi bardzo bliska. Zawsze to on by� moim ulubionym bohaterem, pisa�o mi si� o nim lekko, przyjemnie. Jeste�my do siebie bardzo podobni, st�d mo�e to wynik�o. Pisz�c pami�tnik czu�am si�, jakbym pisa�a o sobie, tyle, �e w m�skiej formie i innym �wiecie. Spontanicznie, bez wymuszania niczego. Ron w notkach odzwierciedla� m�j humor, moje emocje, raz dobre, raz z�e. Mog� spokojnie powiedzie�, �e kocham posta� Rona, i ciesz� si�, �e dosi�gn�� mnie zaszczyt prowadzenia jego pami�tnika.
Jednak ka�da dobra rzecz kiedy� si� ko�czy. My�l�c o tym, nie mam �ez w oczach, nie wpadam w d�, aczkolwiek jest mi ci�ko i smutno. �e musz� si� po�egna� z tak uwielbian� przeze mnie postaci�. Niestety, strona hp.org.pl zmieni�a si�. Bardzo. To ju� nie to samo, co by�o kiedy�. �a�uj�, i b�d� �a�owa� tej decyzji, ale nie mam innego wyj�cia. Nie jestem w stanie pisa� w tak kr�tkim czasie notek. Szko�a za wiele ode mnie wymaga. Poza tym, nie oszukujmy si�. Mam te� w�asne problemy, na kt�rych rozwi�zanie czekam ju� od dawna. Nie zamierzam si� tu �ali�. Od tego mam przyjaci�. Chc� tylko, by�cie zrozumieli moje stanowisko, moj� sytuacj�. Osobom znaj�cym mnie bli�ej b�dzie zdecydowanie �atwiej, ale takie jest �ycie.

Jak powiedzia�am. Z b�lem, wielkim b�lem, odchodz�. B�d� tej decyzji �a�owa� jeszcze d�ugo. Ron jest cz�ci� mnie, przywi�za�am si� do niego. Chc�, by pami�tnik by� oddany w bardzo dobre r�ce. By notki by�y kontynuacj� moich wpis�w. To taka moja ostatnia wola...

Mam nadziej�, �e mi wybaczycie. Ja raczej sobie tego nie wybacz�. Tego, �e was zawiod�am, i tego, �e porzuci�am pami�tnik mojej ukochanej postaci. Przepraszam jeszcze raz..

Wasza Aiko.

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