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Rozdzia� 7 "Mi�o�� ma swoich r�wie�nik�w"

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Min�y dwa miesi�ce od �mierci babci. Ogromny �al ogarn�� mnie i Jamesa. Nasi przyjaciele bezustannie pr�bowali nas pociesza�. Wszystko na nic. Kochali�my j� ponad wszystko. Nie by�a zwyk�� babci�, kt�ra siedzi w fotelu i czyta gazety lub robi na drutach. Zachowywa�a si� jak nasza r�wie�niczka. Rozpaczam ci�gle nad jej �mierci�, a nawet nie wiem jak umar�a. Jednak nie mog� si� teraz nad tym skupi�. Tak bardzo mi jej brakuje. Tego u�miechu, kt�ry oddawa� tyle energii i ciep�a…
-Co si� dzieje panno Potter?- Z rozmy�la� wyrwa� mnie g�os profesora Slughorna- Mamy wla� jad w�a, a nie krew smoka egipskiego!
Nie odezwa�am si�. Ludzie umiej� by� tacy upierdliwi. Nawet nie wiedz� jak to jest, gdy umiera osoba bliska jego serca.
-Zaraz to poprawi�- Warkn�am ze z�o�ci�.
-No ja my�l�, bo Gryfoni strac� 10 punkt�w!- Powiedzia� oboj�tnym tonem.


-Jak on m�g�?!- Krzykn�a Ruda wchodz�c do Pokoju Wsp�lnego. Rzuci�a swoja torb� na ziemi� ko�o fotela.
Nie odpowiada�am. Rzadko teraz cokolwiek m�wi�am. James r�wnie� by� przyciszony. Nie robi� nikomu na z�o��, co bardzo dziwi�o Lilk�. Ruszy�am w kierunku dormitorium.
-Sara! Chcia�bym z tob� porozmawia�-Zawo�a� James. Zesz�am ze schod�w i stan�am przed nim.
-Ale nie tutaj…-Szepn��. Spojrza�am na niego podejrzliwie. Co� musia�o by� nie tak jak trzeba.
Weszli�my do pustej klasy poczym usiad�am na �awce. Rogacz by� zdenerwowany i zacz�� kr��y� wok� �awek, czochraj�c swoje w�osy.
-Babcia mia�a sw�j testament.- Zacz�� m�wi� wyci�gaj�c kawa�ek pergaminu. Wzi�am go do r�ki i przeczyta�am: „Sarze Potter daj� moj� star� my�lodsiewni� maj�c nadziej�, �e przypomn� jej si� wszystkie dobre chwile w �yciu. Jamesowi herb rodowy Porter�w. Niech on uczyni z niego prawdziwego m�czyzn�”- Zacz�am chichota�. Co prawda by�o to nie na miejscu, ale nie mog�am si� powstrzyma�.
-I to Ci� tak bawi? Przeczytaj ni�ej.
„Nie p�aczcie drogie dzieci. Stara�am si� by� jak najlepsza babci�, ale po mojej �mierci nie chc� �adnej �a�oby! Chc� by�cie �yli dalej, w�asnym �yciem.”
-I, co ty na to?-Zapyta� brat.- Mamy o niej zapomnie� i dalej si� wyg�upia�?
-Nie, tu chodzi o cos innego. Widzisz…Dary, kt�re nam da�a w spadku nie s� oboj�tne. My�lodsiewnia i herb. Ona raczej chcia�a by�my stali si� dojrzali i brn�li dalej przez �ycie! Nie chcia�a zostawia� po sobie smutku i �alu, tylko rado��!
-Jak wy si� rozumiecie…
-To nie jest takie trudne. Tylko trzeba wszystko dobrze dopasowa�…
-O tak! Jutro wstan� i znowu b�d� dokucza� Smarkerusowi…
-Tylko spr�buj! Ju� zab�ysn��e� w oczach Li. Radz� Ci nie zmarnuj tego!
James stan�� jakby kto� strzeli� w niego zakl�ciem Pora�enia Ca�ego Cia�a.



-Hogsmead!- Krzykn�a profesor McGonagall schodz�c po kamiennych schodach.-Ostatni wypad do miasta!
Uczniowie ju� stali w grupkach. Pierwszy raz od tylu tygodni by�am szcz�liwa. Wszystko sobie przemy�la�am. �mier� wcale nie jest taka okrutna. Nie trzeba si� jej ba�. Ona daje nam drugie �ycie. Babcia to rozumia�a i chcia�a abym i ja z Jamesem to zrozumieli.
-No to gdzie p�jdziemy?- Zapyta�am Evans.
-Na pewno na kremowe piwo!- Odkrzykn�a z rado�ci�. Pewnie, dlatego, �e stosunki z jej siostr� si� polepszy�y.
-Ooo, Lili idzie na piwko!- Zawo�a� Rogacz nachodz�c nas od ty�u razem ze swoj� paczk�.
-Tak i wypij� je w DOBRYM towarzystwie!
-Czyli ze mn�?
-No mi�dzy innymi…
Gwizdn�am, szczerz�c z�by. James zrobi� si� czerwony, a Lilly rykn�a �miechem.
-Ale komedia!- Syriusz klepn�� w plecy Pottera i zacz�� si� zwija� ze �miechu.
-Spok�j!- Krzykn�a psorka- Ruszamy!!
-Jeny czuje si� jak we wojsku…-Mrukn�am pod nosem, a Li u�miechn�a si� znacz�co. Niedawno wyt�umaczy�a mi, co to jest wojsko i zacz�am korzysta� z tego s�owa.



Gdy dotarli�my na miejsce wi�kszo�� uczni�w ruszy�a do Miodowego Kr�lestwa.
-Blleee… Ju� si� tym przejad�em- J�kn�� Peter, kiedy nasze g�owy obr�ci�y si� w tamt� stron�.
-Aha. Rozumiem…-Lilly skierowa�a wzrok na Trzy miot�y.
-Gnamy tam!!- Syriusz wyrwa� si� jak z procy. Chc�c nie chc�c poszli�my za nim.
W �rodku by�o pe�no. Zreszt� jak zawsze. Nigdy nie by�o tu pusto.
-Komu, zam�wi� piwko?- Zapyta� James.- Dzie� dobroci dla dzieci!
-Uhuhu, ale �art!!- Zawo�a�am, a wszyscy zacz�li si� �mia�.
Gdy Rogacz przywlek� si� z piwem zacz�li�my rozmawia� o wszystkim i o niczym. Stwierdzi�am, �e ju� wszystko jest dobrze. Tylko babcia nie umar�a bez powodu. By�a przecie� zdrowa…
-Hey! Co to za ponura mina?- Zawo�a� �apa. Odwr�ci�am si� i na si�� u�miechn�am. Na razie nie powinnam si� tym zamartwia�.
-Nic. Wszystko spoko! To, co… gdzie teraz idziemy?
-Hmm, mo�e do wrzeszcz�cej chaty?
-Nie zd��ymy. Mamy tylko godzin�, a zanim tam dojdziemy b�dziemy musieli si� wraca�.- Stwierdzi�a Li.
-No racja! To do Mio…
-Nie!!!!- J�kn�� Peter.- Tylko nie tam! Jak mo�ecie! Lito�ci!
-Ej! Idziemy do szko�y wy niezdecydowane stworzenia nazywaj�ce si� homo sapiens!- Warkn�� Lupin.
Wszystkich zamurowa�o. Lupek nasz Lupek powiedzia� co� takiego?
-Eee, dobra. Idziemy.-Odpowiedzia� przestraszony Peter i ruszy� w kierunku drzwi. Wszyscy spojrzeli�my na siebie z rozbawieniem poczym przeszli�my przez miasto, nast�pnie przez udeptana �cie�k� prowadz�c� do Hogwartu…


-Wstawaj Lilly!- Krzykn�am. Zawsze to ona mnie budzi�a.
-Co Ci si� sta�o?- Wsta�a i spojrza�a na mnie z takimi szerokimi oczyma, �e przez chwil� pomy�la�am, �e jej wypadn�.
-Teraz kochana to ja b�d� pierwsza wstawa�a!- Podnios�am g�ow�, odrzucaj�c na bok w�osy.
-Uros�a�…-Evans r�wnie� si� wyprostowa�a. Rzeczywi�cie by�am wy�sza.
-No ej! Idziemy na to �niadanie?!- Zawo�a�a Nadyne.
Wszystkie trzy zesz�y�my do Wielkiej Sali. Nic ciekawego si� nie dzia�o. Li spojrza�a w stron� miejsc Huncwot�w. Jeszcze ich nie by�o. Dziewczyna opu�ci�a g�ow� i pow�drowa�y�my na swoje miejsca. Gdy ju� jad�y�my, co chwil� tam zerka�a. O co jej chodzi? Zostawi�a cos u nich i maj� jej odda�?
-Sko�czy�y�cie ju�?-Zapyta�am chc�c i�� ju� na lekcje.
-Yhy. Mo�emy i��…- Powiedzia�a Lilka nie odrywaj�c wzroku od id�cego, Jamesa.
Wymieni�am u�miech z Nadyne. Chwyci�y�my Rud� pod pachy i wybieg�y�my z Wielkiej Sali.
-Czy ty si� zakocha�a�?- Zapyta�am, gdy wesz�y�my w bezpieczne miejsce.
-Nie wiem- Zacz�a si� j�ka�.
-No pi�knie!!

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