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Ciemno¶æ rozwar³a swe skrzyd³a otulaj±c mnie niczym sta³± odmian± ch³odnej tafli wody. Dawno zablokowane wspomnienia otwar³y siê i przemyka³y wyra¼nie na krawêdziach wyobra¼ni. To moje ofiary. Krzycza³y przera¼liwie próbuj±c dotkn±æ mnie swymi bladymi, zimnymi d³oñmi. Wyci±ga³y ku mnie d³ugie, sine palce. Cia³o by³o bezw³adne i jakby puste, a ja sam czu³em siê bezradny i … samotny?. Zarówno rêce jak i nogi by³y niewyczuwalne, za to g³owa pêka³a z bólu jak by kto¶ przytyka³ do niej rozpalony do bia³o¶ci, metalowy prêt. Krew w ¿y³ach krzep³a i czu³em uderzaj±ce o ich ¶ciany kawa³ki lodu. Ka¿da nastêpna sekunda by³a bardziej bolesna od poprzedniej. Mrok zdawa³ siê dop³ywaæ do serca. Krzyknê³o z bólu. Oczyma wyobra¼ni widzia³em miêsiste serce wyginaj±ce siê w dziwnych pozach, które mia³y je os³oniæ przed o¶lizg³ymi, smo³owatymi ramionami pokrytymi obrzydliwym, ¶liskim ¶luzem. Bicie mego wieloletniego towarzysza by³o coraz bardziej trudne do us³yszenia. S³ab³o i b³aga³o ju¿ o ¶mieræ na równi ze mn±. B³aga³o o koniec. B³aga³o o to by przesta³o czuæ, by zapomnia³o o bólu, którego do¶wiadcza, by takiej mêczarni do¶wiadczy³, ka¿dy mój wróg, a szczególnie ten ¿a³osny Potter…
¦wiat³o.
Jasny ob³ok trudnej do opisania, z³ocistej materii.
Tañczy³a przede mn± w swym skomplikowanym tañcu.
Próbowa³em j± uchwyciæ, lecz… ze ¶wistem powietrza poszybowa³a w dó³ – w g³±b przepa¶ci, której jeszcze przed paroma sekundami nie by³o. Bez zastanowienia wskoczy³em za ni± lec±c coraz szybciej w niekoñcz±c± siê przepa¶æ.

Z niespodziewan± gwa³towno¶ci± podnios³em siê z pod³ogi ³apczywie nabieraj±c powietrze do p³uc, zupe³nie tak jakby zaraz mia³o siê skoñczyæ. Dopiero teraz otworzy³em oczy, a me czerwone ¼renice szybkim ruchem objê³y ca³y pokój. Pokój rodziny Gauntów. Niezgrabna, sosnowa komoda bêd±ca za mn± by³a ca³kowicie po³amana. Musia³em j± zniszczyæ upadaj±c na ni± plecami. Spojrza³em w kierunku kartek po¿ó³k³ego pergaminu. Jakie tajemnice kry³y te stronice, je¶li zosta³y poddane dzia³aniu tak silnego zaklêcia ochronnego? Nie by³em przera¿ony, o nie… raczej zaintrygowany i zainteresowany. Zaklêcie wywar³o na mnie nie ma³e wra¿enie. Gdy tylko zamyka³em powieki w ciemno¶ciach pojawia³y siê twarze mych ofiar. Przez ca³y czas s³ysza³em ich ¿a³osne, przepe³nione b³aganiem krzyki. Najg³o¶niejszy by³ wrzask Lilly Evans, gdy rzuca³em na ni± mordercze zaklêcie. Po g³owie tu³a³a siê jednak jedna ma³a my¶l. Jak bezpiecznie podej¶æ do tej ksiêgi? Jeszcze nigdy ¿adne z zaklêæ nie zadzia³a³o na mnie w ten sposób. Zazwyczaj lekkim ruchem ró¿d¿ki ³ama³em wszelkie uroki ochronne. Czy co¶ we mnie pêk³o? Os³ab³em? Nie… to niemo¿liwe… Usiad³em na fotelu opieraj±c g³owê o czubki d³ugich palców.
Pomy¶lmy…

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